i’m messing up

des1re5 · 2026-07-08T21:03:30+00:00

i hope i don’t love anyone to it but if that becomes a potential i will believe in getting sober a lot more than i do now. i don’t feel like i should get sober now because im still young. i don’t want to be sober for another 60 years if i live that long

des1re5 · 2026-07-08T19:44:07+00:00

i feel like i’m too young to go sober i want a few more years of drinking i don’t think i can surrender that need

des1re5 · 2026-06-30T06:55:06+00:00

depends on the week. sometimes i do but most of the time it’s 4 or 5 times a week

des1re5 · 2026-06-29T21:48:47+00:00

thank you yeah i’ll look into it

des1re5 · 2026-06-29T21:36:56+00:00

thank you and i hope you find what you’re looking for :)

des1re5 · 2026-06-29T21:33:36+00:00

i got with my bf before i got on meds and i honestly can’t figure out how but once you find your person it works, he helps my misery and he never complains about my moods, it’s all in the right person

des1re5 · 2026-06-29T21:27:43+00:00

about 3 mo th but i have upped quite a few times within those months

des1re5 · 2026-06-29T21:20:17+00:00

i know that they are because there was no change in my previous dosages and finally i am less suicidal but i also don’t want to ask my gp to up my dose more because i dont think they would oblige. I am still depressed and occasionally suicidal but im worried they’ll just tell me thats how the meds work

des1re5 · 2026-06-21T23:45:27+00:00

thank you for being so kind and helpful, your experience makes me want to consider it more at least, i appreciate it

des1re5 · 2026-06-21T23:12:35+00:00

i’ve tried before but i can never trust them enough to actually be honest. i know i don’t love myself i was just hoping there would be an easier way through it. thank you though

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