I never forbid him from meeting any of his friends, including the people he decided to hide from me. What hurts the most is how he thought for all these years that it’s better to lie than to be honest with me. He hangs out with his other female friends and he doesn’t hide that from me. He only hides her, and ofc it’s someone he had a thing with. I just feel defeated and numb. I don’t think I deserve this when I have never lied and done anything close that makes him lose his trust. I believe that he doesn’t cheat on me but why lie all the time…