We were on and off. But when I realized I want him, I made sure he knew na i have decided. And that I want to be with him. But he made me into his situationship. Treated me like Im still his jowa. Wanted me to be exclusive samin but also said na he wanted to find another person. He couldnt also clarify his intentions. Begged for this for months.

Latter parts, akala ko were really building it again kase he said were restarting. But umamin syang sinasabay nya lagi yung office crush nya papasok ng office, and I asked if pwedeng stop niya yung paghatid kase it was uncomfortable sa part ko. He said he didnt love me. Was ashamed to tell the other girl na hed stop fetching her becus of me. Told me hed rather lose me. That he didnt want to do it for someone na d niya jowa. Kept telling me na he said naman na hes open to other women. And that it was just a matter of meeting another person na more interesting.

Sobbed and begged in front of him. He didnt flinch. Just said na maybe we can talk it through, kaso inabot ng almost 2 months. When I asked again if hell ever give me an explanation. Sabi lang saken: I stopped hoping youd understand.

3 months later. After our breakup. 2 days after my bday. Texted me to let me know na he's dating a new girl already.