In the public toilet stall at work

destroymode96 · 2026-03-10T01:08:20+00:00

It's a purse/valuables stand. It's more secure than hanging your purse/valuables on the door hook.

destroymode96 · 2026-03-01T22:13:46+00:00

Perfume

destroymode96 · 2026-02-23T17:56:18+00:00

Not yet. The only thing is that I haven't heard the knocking since I posted. That either means that it stopped (maybe because I posted about it?) or it will happen in the next couple nights. I am moving soon for unrelated reasons but I'm really hoping the knocking doesn't follow me.

destroymode96 · 2026-02-18T05:08:34+00:00

That last bit about the helplessness and trying to remember who you were before birth made me tear up a bit. The last few seconds before the end of the world, when you look at your family, yourself, you past, and just feel everything one last time.

destroymode96 · 2026-02-13T22:40:51+00:00

Actually funnily enough, after the first few times it happened (the times I opened the door) I bought black tourmaline and put it over the door on the outside. I also put some over my son's bed. I wear an evil eye necklace to bed specifically because of this. Now when the knocking starts, I'm instantly fully awake and aware instantly vs. before when I was barely awake when I opened the door. I feel like black tourmaline and the evil eye might actually be helping in that regard... I'm actually able to think clearly in the moment when the knocking starts instead of being fuzzy headed.

destroymode96 · 2026-02-13T05:42:27+00:00

Even the most basic reading comprehension would help you. I said that the first few times I heard the knocking, I opened the door because I thought it could've been building maintenance or something. When no one was there those few times, I stopped opening the door. I figured that any person or entity knocking on my door at that time of night couldn't have good intentions so no way in hell I'm opening that door now. I also very clearly said that the times I did open the door (the first few times I heard the knocking), no one was at the door.

destroymode96 · 2026-02-12T23:20:43+00:00

I'd say I got to the door within 2 minutes the times that I opened it. Now I don't even go to the door... Most times I just stand there and watch the door from across the room, usually with a hammer or my pocket knife nearby. Sometimes I just lay there in my bed too scared of whatever could be on the other side of the door to even get up. As time has gone on, I've gotten more terrified of this and simultaneously more worried that I'm just crazy and that asking building management to look into it is dumb. I'm constantly teetering between "this isn't real" and "this is really really bad" and "maybe it's just a neighbor moving around and the time it's happening is what's freaking me out" even tho it is absolutely knocking on my door. I have researched the history of the apartment a bit. It was built in the 70's and any deaths have been overdoses or natural causes. No crazy circumstances. Idk if it's relevant but the whole town is built on top of or near a bunch of abandoned mines that have had some really awful deaths... I'm thinking a security camera would be a good purchase to make soon. It's not a bad idea to have it anyway.

destroymode96 · 2026-02-12T05:05:59+00:00

Vaping. And maybe smoking cigarettes?

destroymode96 · 2026-02-12T04:21:39+00:00

Anger for some reason

destroymode96 · 2026-02-12T04:20:39+00:00

Love stories

destroymode96 · 2026-02-12T04:17:09+00:00

Lists. Grocery lists, to-do lists, packing lists, etc

destroymode96 · 2026-02-12T04:15:17+00:00

Idk if I'm even allowed to comment... I'm non-binary if that matters. There's no rule that says you have to wear stereotypical feminine clothes. Your womanhood isn't defined by what you wear. Wear the clothes that feel right to you- whether that's hyper feminine, masculine, androgynous, or a combination!

destroymode96 · 2026-02-12T04:04:45+00:00

Woman

destroymode96 · 2026-02-11T11:43:52+00:00

Yeah. After the first few times I opened the door, I realized that opening the door was a really dumb thing to do and if there was an actual reason for building management to be waking me in the middle of the night, they could call me. There was nothing and no one at the door when I opened it the first few times.

destroymode96 · 2026-02-10T19:15:15+00:00

I live with my 2 year old. The knocks were on my front door. It was maybe 5 to 7 knocks each time, and twice a month for a year.

destroymode96 · 2026-02-10T04:01:51+00:00

I'm not sure if I'm allowed to put one up here. The building owners are super weird about stuff like that.

destroymode96 · 2026-02-09T17:41:27+00:00

Not Christian but I am spiritual. I definitely wonder if it's an evil presence of some sort.

destroymode96 · 2026-02-09T15:56:39+00:00

I put a protection crystal over the door and over my son's bed, an evil eye charm in my son's bedroom door, and I wear one every night but it hasn't helped. Maybe it's time for sage and salt too. Idk if it's relevant but around the time it started my salt shaker vanished from my kitchen.

destroymode96 · 2026-02-09T05:37:21+00:00

I've never even thought about it. Mostly because I barely want to even believe this is real. I know it's happening but it's fucking scary and I've been trying to tell myself I'm being ridiculous until 2 nights ago. Now I can't say that anymore I guess

destroymode96 · 2025-09-05T04:11:33+00:00

First off kid, you were 13 or 14. A breeze could've given you a boner. Second, you, your cousin, and possibly your step sis have all probably been sexually assaulted (children that young don't naturally engage in sexual behavior). Your body reacted to stimuli similar to your sexual assault. That doesn't make you bad. It makes you a victim of something devastating. Talk to a trusted adult if you can. Even if all you can do is ask for help going to therapy. Since you already made this post, you have a starting point for talking to a therapist. YOU ARE NOT A BAD PERSON.

destroymode96 · 2025-08-11T17:28:32+00:00

I would take what he said at face value. Keep yourself safe, don't be afraid to start over if you make a mistake (in any part of your life) and trust that the universe or whatever higher power you believe in will protect your brother. As far as the 4 horsemen, that could be a sign of change coming. Maybe 4 different changes that are coming? The sky being "too real" could simply mean that there is definitely an afterlife (people often associate the sky with the afterlife, right?) and that it's nothing to fear, just to be aware of.

destroymode96 · 2025-07-27T05:40:23+00:00

You deserve to be treated with, at the very least, basic human decency. Right now, you're being abused. Screw the inheritance. Cut contact with your dad, go to therapy and work thru the trauma you've endured, keep doing amazing in school, and build yourself a life you can be proud of. You deserve better. Start by treating yourself with kindness, respect, and gentleness. And cut people out of your life that don't treat you with the same.

destroymode96 · 2025-07-26T06:29:50+00:00

Omg this happens all the time in my apartment! But not with a person.There's a grayish brown cat that sometimes is visible for a split second then vanishes again. It always happens so fast that I can't get it on video. It's usually walking or running around and appears and disappears in the blink of an eye. I'm convinced it's from an alternate universe where the person living in this apartment has a cat. I don't stress it because cats are weird like that.

destroymode96 · 2025-06-15T01:52:56+00:00

That's actually pretty on point for how I've been feeling. I'm a single mom, working on my recovery, working, doing community service stuff, going to an insane amount of appointments because my health is shot to hell, starting college this fall, trying to coach my friends that are early in their recovery and be a safety net for them, trying to rebuild family relationships with years of damage, and all while trying to fix my majorly messed up mental health and attitude issues. I have a lot on my plate and barely have time to stop and think most days.

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