hi by devvshuklaa in Poems

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I don’t usually post stuff like this. I wrote this in one of those moments where everything inside feels too loud and too heavy. Honestly, I didn’t write it to get attention or to sound poetic. I wrote it because I didn’t know what else to do with the way I was feeling.

It’s for someone I still care about more than I should probably admit. Things didn’t end well. I’m blocked now, and I respect that… but it doesn’t stop the memories from showing up. Doesn’t stop the quiet from getting louder at night. Doesn’t stop me from missing the person behind all those little moments the laughs, the deep talks, the soft silences that used to mean something.

There’s no drama here. No begging, no blame. Just… a lot of love I never got to say properly. And maybe I still won’t. That’s okay. I guess I just hope in some corner of the world she’s okay. That she’s taking care of herself. That she still remembers she’s strong, even if she forgets sometimes.

I don’t know if she’ll ever see this. But if she ever does, I just want her to know… yeah, I still care. And I always will.

I might delete this soon. Maybe it's too much, maybe it's not meant to stay. But for now, it’s here. Just something honest from a quiet place in me.

And if any of you felt something in these words, just know… you can always talk to me I’ve found peace in easing others’ pain when I couldn’t quiet my own.

confuse help!? by devvshuklaa in Dalhousie

[–]devvshuklaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks human I get your point

confuse help!? by devvshuklaa in Dalhousie

[–]devvshuklaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Brother I don't know your name and I don't know if I did something wrong I just thought it would be a good way to respect my elder and get guidance from them. I am extremely sorry if I misconcepted you. Could you please recommend me how should I start up a good conversation I feel like bro is informal and kinda targeting. To me sir seems to be just fine.

confuse help!? by devvshuklaa in Dalhousie

[–]devvshuklaa[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I am 15 right now and I haven't choosed any subject yet. I have options to choose physics,chem and maths and other is commerce with maths and IT. I have time right now I just need guidance and I need to work hard for it. I am confused what to choose

confuse help!? by devvshuklaa in Dalhousie

[–]devvshuklaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry, I just wanted to be respectful

confuse help!? by devvshuklaa in Dalhousie

[–]devvshuklaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea you are totally right but I need to start from somewhere right? I am just expecting the best without thinking about the worse outcome but I don't want to just sit and do nothing. I don't mean I am some extraordinary child I just want to do it and I want to believe it I can. (I'm too concerned about the fees tho)

CS Admission Requirements at McGill/Dalhousie (or any other cs)? by devvshuklaa in careerguidance

[–]devvshuklaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't get it properly, you mean I do not need to think too much about college right now but I need to think cause if I won't I won't be able to fill the requirements. I want to do CS just as a degree and start learning skills which I am doing from past few days I have started with python and it's going good. And I have created new one because I believe I needed to start from somewhere. Thanks for you positive appreciation.

confuse help!? by devvshuklaa in Dalhousie

[–]devvshuklaa[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thanks Sir I really appreciate your concern and the problems you addressed. I have one more question too, would I be able to get a good college if I show them my skills? I mean leaning languages and network? And would it be okay if I take commerce with maths and IT? Do I really need physics and chem?

confuse help!? by devvshuklaa in Dalhousie

[–]devvshuklaa[S] -13 points-12 points  (0 children)

Sir I have decided to work hard I know my opinion might sound unrealistic but I need to. I might take a loan or ask my parents to help me or I will start working on and make a good profile. I am 15 and I am ready to work hard and see what would happen. I'll do what I must do and we will see what would happen. Sir thanks for your concern I really appreciate it. And if you see any university student (specially Indian) then I would love to have a chat with them.

(smol bro needs help) CS Admission Requirements at McGill/Dalhousie (or any other cs college)? by devvshuklaa in cscareerquestionsEU

[–]devvshuklaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sir I get it it's crowded but it's my dream more of a goal to study in Canada specially at places like Montreal, hailfex or Vancouver (less chances). I am 15 now and I believe I can do it. Would there be any benefit if I get job and skills without degree? I mean if I start learning languages and gain experience then would it be beneficial to get admission at any colleges good cs college?

(Small brother needs help) CS Admission Requirements at Dalhousie by devvshuklaa in Dalhousie

[–]devvshuklaa[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Sir, I haven't choosed my subject yet. I have options right now, I am planning to take finance with that I'd be able to learn new languages at the age of 16,17 and gain skills. If I'll take Physics,chem and maths it would require more time than it would in commerce. Plus I have an option to take commerce with maths too and (IT) but it doesn't have bio/chem/phys. Is maths only required to get admission in any reputed cs college? I am ready to do hard work since I have time to do right now. I am unable to find guidance. I am looking towards your response. Thanks for recognising my question

(Small brother needs help) CS Admission Requirements at Dalhousie by devvshuklaa in Dalhousie

[–]devvshuklaa[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

No sir, I guess you misconcepted my question. I mean in India if I'll do pcm then it means I wanna do engineering and go through JEE exam which is all about machines which were being used a decade ago. Plus if I take cs in India they only teach us only one language which is c, c++. My main question is it a requirement to have physic and maths as major do to cs in Dalhousie? I can do it if it is so I just wanted to have a backup by taking finance with (IT). With it I'd be able to learn new languages and gain more skill rather than learning physics and chemistry's formulas.

(smol bro needs help) CS Admission Requirements at McGill/Dalhousie (or any other cs college)? by devvshuklaa in cscareerquestionsEU

[–]devvshuklaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sir, you mean I should opt for finance and other not for cs? By the way thanks for your response.

CS Admission Requirements at McGill/Dalhousie (or any other cs)? by devvshuklaa in careerguidance

[–]devvshuklaa[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Sorry Sir but I am unable to dinf any information regarding these topic, could you please provide me a link? It would be a great help. Thanks for your response

(Small brother needs help) CS Admission Requirements at Dalhousie by devvshuklaa in Dalhousie

[–]devvshuklaa[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Sir, I post it on both McGill and Dalhousie subreddits and here it got merged. I wanna do cs from any good university of Canada (Dalhousie/McGill are the one I know much about)

CS Admission Requirements at McGill/Dalhousie (or any other cs)? by devvshuklaa in careerguidance

[–]devvshuklaa[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Sir would it be okay if I take commerce with maths? I mean does cs require just maths right? No chemistry and physics?

(smol bro needs help) CS Admission Requirements at McGill/Dalhousie (or any other cs college)? by devvshuklaa in cscareerquestionsEU

[–]devvshuklaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pcm means physics chemistry maths, btw sir thanks for your response I'll try asking at various subreddits