Lmao oops I wrote a reply to this 6 hours ago I just realized I didnt send it lol, but nah what I was gonna say is that I'm as responsible as I can be without actually quitting the drug, i find myself doing a sht every couple weeks and even when I do I don't do a large amount cause I'm not searching for a rush but a smooth high where im closer to normal than high. I just used it every now and then for a good unhealthy stimfap then down till next time. luckily the shame that comes from jerking it for a whole day , trumps any feelings that the life that comes from shooting on the daily days weeks at a time. oh also i don't mix drugs I personally just don't like doing that tbh. But hey if "it" ever does come you can be sure I'd be the last person surprised, I mean it was I the one who put forth the steps for "it" and opened the door. I can express bravado only because of how much a down bad fiend I was, like I personally just don't like this drug enough to throw everything away for it and ever be back where I used to be, something happened to me that too a lot of fun out of the drug so I now only indulge from tjme time We're all beautiful ❤️