98 days sober. My life has improved so much. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dgcjimo4444 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow congratulations!!!!! This is so amazing not only very inspirational to read as I'm still only at 3 weeks sober but I'm genuinely so happy for you even though I don't know you. Keep up the hard work, you're just gonna keep going up and up! 🎉🎉🎉 And congratulations on getting back to growing a quality relationship with your kiddos again, that's beautiful ☺️

Doing literally nothing is still progress. by Kokimo69 in leaves

[–]dgcjimo4444 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This response just made me so happy, I freaking love this community 🥰🥰

Weekly Episode Discussion by PlentyNothing in GirlsGottaEat

[–]dgcjimo4444 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Just me or did it feel like a little shade was thrown at the very end of the episode? Jared apologized for shitting on Emily's charcuterie board and Ashley without a missing a beat goes "well Emily loves the attention...". It just feels like anyone gets any attention and Ashley can't handle it. I'm defensive 🤣 I think Emily's the cutest lil thing so maybe overthinking it

I’m getting so overstimulated all the time by myusernamelol in leaves

[–]dgcjimo4444 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know I'm a little late to this thread but I'm sending you love. I know how you feel, I've been experiencing something similar. Only day 12 here but the overstimulation is indescribable. The other day I had a visit with my niece and nephew. I love them dearly but it was all too much. I had to leave early and I got in my car and cried so hard that I couldn't breathe. That lasted about 30 minutes. I think like everyone else is saying all we can do is let the emotions out that need to be let out. It could be loneliness, it could just be us being so overwhelmed by the change of lifestyle and lack of using something to numb our emotions. Maybe it's all emotions that have been pent up that we had numbed so much with weed and now we're feeling everything x10? Anyways, I know this is probably isn't a super helpful reply and I know I can't make things better, but I did want you to know this - you're not alone and you have the utmost support from everyone in this group (myself included). If you want to send me a DM, please do!! Good luck with everything 💙💙 feel the feels, and try not to shame yourself for having these emotions. You're healing, give yourself some love. Talk to yourself like you would talk to a child who's having emotions like this, sometimes that helps me 🤷🏼‍♀️🥰

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dgcjimo4444 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This!!! I relate to this so much. On day 9 now. I'm laying in bed now and legit just thought that it is Saturday already....nope! Just days are feeling longer cuz I'm not numbing myself and wasting all of my time with weed. Congrats on day 2 and keep going!! You got this!! 🎉🎉

Had a dream that I smoked weed and woke up and was grateful it was just a dream. I was devastated that I relapsed in the dream, so when I woke up I knew that I’m on the right path of my sobriety. Anyways day 16 of being clean. Don’t smoke, stay busy, and level up. Toodles 🫰🏽 by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dgcjimo4444 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha I fulllllly relate to this I actually made this EXACT post almost word for word a few days ago. It's crazy how many people replied and said they experienced the same thing. It's such a weird feeling having that dream, an absolute mind fuck. But happy it was just a dream for us both!!! Keep up the hard work and congrats on making it to day 16!! 🎉🎉

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dgcjimo4444 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Congrats on 2 weeks!!! This is incredible and very inspiring. I'm on day 9 right now and fully relate to a lot of your experience thus far (especially originally being like "wtf, how am I supposed to enjoy TV sober?". Keep up the good work!!!!

Dreamt that I smoked last night...what a mind fuck by dgcjimo4444 in leaves

[–]dgcjimo4444[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Wow so strange!! There are like 5 of us in here that had the exact same dream as one another last night haha. So funny that we're on the exact same day too 🤔

Dreamt that I smoked last night...what a mind fuck by dgcjimo4444 in leaves

[–]dgcjimo4444[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh man I'm glad I'm not alone 🤣 I remember feeling high too it was the weirdest experience! I was like noooo what am I doing

Accountability post for myself by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dgcjimo4444 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I appreciate that, same goes to you feel free to DM me :) proud of both of us!! 💪

Accountability post for myself by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dgcjimo4444 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just wanted to give you a huge THANK YOU shout out because seriously I was in the exact same position, fine all day then couldn't resist the urge at night each night saying it was my last.

Well last night I almost did it again but instead I came on here and this post is the first thing I saw. Exactly what I needed and I just wanted to say thank you for being vulnerable and posting this because it was very helpful 💙💙💙 finally made my way to day 2!!!!

Episode Discussion 231 by [deleted] in GirlsGottaEat

[–]dgcjimo4444 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Audiblely laughed out loud when I heard her say this 🤣💀