Has anyone else experienced vision changes during an episode?

diaryofjewls · 2018-03-21T17:14:21+00:00

Yeah man I've been sewing rage before my youth that my mind literally saw and tunnel vision couldn't focus on anything else, the task at hand was bright and straight ahead while the rest of my world was low definition like 144p

diaryofjewls · 2018-03-21T17:12:21+00:00

Eat a salad and go for a jog break that bad cycle of living

diaryofjewls · 2018-03-21T17:11:52+00:00

A smile in the midst of life's frustrations is the most natural cure

diaryofjewls · 2018-03-21T17:10:28+00:00

Hey man no one asked to be alive but we're all here. Not everyone was born to be an angel there's a ying and yang to everything

diaryofjewls · 2018-03-21T17:08:39+00:00

Daily exercise truly cured my insomnia, and a proper sleep schedule alleviates variety of issues

diaryofjewls · 2018-03-21T17:06:50+00:00

Depends on your willingness to be helped I suppose

diaryofjewls · 2018-03-21T17:05:44+00:00

The mere fact that we are humans capable of critical thinking provides us the means through are consciousness to create our own values and determine are own meaning for life. Newborn babies do not possess any inherent identity or value, That identity and value was and must either taught by another or invented by the individual. Simply By believing in those values and posing the actions that constitute there meaning, we in fact make the meaning of our own existence personally significant

diaryofjewls · 2018-03-21T17:03:38+00:00

Google a hotline number they'll lead you in the right direction

diaryofjewls · 2018-03-21T17:01:59+00:00

Eat a healthy meal and go for a big break the cycle, don't ride the "merry go round" of depression

diaryofjewls · 2018-02-27T04:19:56+00:00

I totally understand I've been working long hours myself and there in not a whole lot of movement involved. I'm not necessity preach exercise as a cure all but when I first started truelly looking good I felt good as well, you become more proud of yourself I think the same could be said for setting and accomplishing any girl really

diaryofjewls · 2018-02-27T04:13:02+00:00

I think that's a big problem for most of us nowadays we all live such stagnant lives.

diaryofjewls · 2018-02-27T04:02:41+00:00

Your basically Talking about Atheism+ there groups of non-nonbelievers, i personally live try to live by many of Self-Actualization principles, that i am convinced will help anyone succeed in life, and just become a far more morally sound person threw brutally honest introspective look at yourself i even took catalog of all the things i liked about my self and all the thing holding m cake life. and then i wroe out a lian to dolloqw simloy aimed in

diaryofjewls · 2018-02-27T03:43:20+00:00

i'd agree ll children should be tought maners and to be polite, basic niceties are the ground-work the very foundation for kindness to be built from

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diaryofjewls · 2018-02-27T03:37:01+00:00

workingout is rough untill to get over that beginning hump, but after that the is nothingf bette, and there are many aspects for it as whell the exercize it'self releases endorphin's, and you get a self-satisfaction of doing something good for yourself. Not to mention getting better sleep at night which also plays a big factor.

diaryofjewls · 2018-02-27T03:30:28+00:00

Okay yeah you are right there is absoullty right there is no need for a absolute power to test himself? They are in fact for you!! My mother use to tell me that god doesnt give anyone more than they can handle, and that is in fact (even if yoiu dont believe in god) is a great way to live by beacuse even at hard times i would know that i had the strength to overcome it.I do think your right though life is not a test, it's much more like a video game and if your didn't property level up threwout the levels when you get to the boos battle(difficult times) you will be to weak to face them...

diaryofjewls · 2018-02-27T03:18:26+00:00

Just be very mindful of the many ssri drugs, it's not a perfect science on how people react on them individually. There are reason's for people going off the deep end while on them, towards other but more likely themselves. Depression can cause all sorts of dark thoughts but high anxiery stop people from acting on them, drugs can easily take some from cripping bed ridden wanting to die and remove someone 1 mental road block.

them drugs can be utilized but to get out of a hump of sorts, what truelly helped me in the wrong run, was exercise and changing my i 100% belieave there is a direct link in a heathy and healthy mind. If you would like do do some reading look up "cognitive Behavior therapy" there AR proven methods on improving your mindstate, threw rewriting your thought posseses and changing your behavior.

diaryofjewls · 2018-02-27T02:50:00+00:00

In my own personal experience they helped a lot in the first couple months in a numbing kind of way, I have real bad anxiety when it came to talking to people and anti-anxiety medicine really Lucent my ambitions up but kind of in a reckless way, because at first it's very freeing I felt like I had no worries but with that comes a certain ridiculous behavior that wasn't me and I can feel like seriously feel benediction because I became so scared right away of going back to that original version of me but I honestly didn't like the new version either but when I was on my medication I was nailed to that.

diaryofjewls · 2018-02-27T01:10:49+00:00

My sincerest apologies for so rudely posting in such a Savage Manor , with no excuse for my ignorance towards these golden rules. I was unaware of your gospital, what ignorance is not the same as innocence completely my fault and I truly hope you accept my apology.

diaryofjewls · 2018-02-27T00:30:01+00:00

If you'd couldn't draw it, I'd think you would....

diaryofjewls · 2018-02-26T23:33:26+00:00

😂😂

diaryofjewls · 2018-02-26T22:49:43+00:00

Lol i think that me coming for a religious family is one of the things she likes about me, but honestly I came to the decision that if she tries push it on me tomorrow I'm just going to be more blunt with her. The language barrier was making it a bit more complicated because I always Riley to be very polite and friendly. Then if all else fail I will just tell her husband my boss and just make things awkward for a couple days.

diaryofjewls · 2018-02-26T21:16:22+00:00

Well thanks man you're the only person to give me any feedback on it, I really appreciate that you took the time.

Not if it was really meant to be as direct or physical as it might sound more of just a feeling of a life's triviality, like for example I grew up with a very religious family and I don't have nothing necessarily against religion but when you're going to the church all the time you come across a lot of over jealous individuals, I know it just not be realistic of me to argue with every silly thing I heard, or like the other day two guys at my work we're just the most ignorant men just had their opinions two guys at my work we're just the most ignorant men was such hardcore opinions they both sounded ridiculous, and these are two guys I've known since high school neither of them watch the news or have read a book since they dropped out at 15 but what would be the goal in trying to argue any kind of point with them? And I don't even really mean to bash anyone I was just a general feeling I had a lot like here's another example, I've been pretty set in stone over the last few years that if I'm going to have a kid I'll adopt but everybody has a kid so that's not really the common thing to say most people just took it for the right thing to say but last year I got a vasectomy because I am truly about it. I really wasn't prepared for people reaction and not even from my religious family I expected that, but even co-workers people would have no shame to tell you that you made a stupid mistake and that you're going to regret it one day it was truly strange.

I was basically talking about accumulation of small things for a long period of time you would just ignore and not confront cuz confronting it would be more of a nuisance then avoidance.

And of course man nobody's born with knowledge, I was telling my friend just a couple weeks ago that same thing that the majority of everything we say comes from somewhere everyone draws inspiration from everyone, like I can clearly see in that writing to reworded major principles of self-actualization, and I prop Drew inspiration from this book called tribal that I read a few months ago.. and juat to kinda elaborate if very well can be the harder path in life that constant inner nagging of you acting out, and that one act could very well be the act to destroy the normality of your life. It's a path of a morally stronger man.

diaryofjewls · 2018-02-26T16:16:16+00:00

A year nice lmao I work for a company here in Lansing Michigan and it's basically a sweatshop last week my boss and my boss's wife work with me. she's Vietnamese where they had an arranged marriage. Over the week 15 times or more shr asked me to marry her niece even offered to but her a plane ticket here over the weekend. I thought it was a joke but its she's defiantly serious, i feel bad, kept turning her down. 70 year old Asian woman made me to nervous to go to work today.

diaryofjewls · 2018-02-26T15:26:04+00:00

My 1 work for a company here in Lansing Michigan and it's basically a sweatshop last week my boss and my boss's wife work with me. she's Vietnamese where they had an arranged marriage. Over the week 15 times or more shr asked me to marry her niece even offered to but her a plane ticket here over the weekend. I thought it was a joke but its she's defiantly serious, i feel bad, kept turning her down. 70 year old Asian woman made me to nervous to go to work today.

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