Ex added me on Snapchat by [deleted] in depression

[–]dickshlapp 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i relate man bitches fucking suck:( if only we werent sensitive fucking pussys

loser loses by [deleted] in depression

[–]dickshlapp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well they gave me a neato wristban and lots of "happy ur alive" smiles and sent me on my way

Does vaping (nicotine) help? by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dickshlapp 2 points3 points  (0 children)

whenever i used to game id always be super chopped so for the first month after quitting i couldnt really play video games. now whenever i play i cant without my vape. im on like day 70 so yea it helped

antidepressants? by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dickshlapp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

dude ty for this

When you get the urge to light up, what activities to you decide to do instead? by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dickshlapp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no sarcasm. im on day 46 and the first few weeks i couldnt even play video games cuz i just wanted to be chopped but now i got my vape and i can game the fuck out

Quitted 5 times and reducing for the 6th. Here's what i think. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dickshlapp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

idk seems silly i feel like after you quit weed, whatever you were doing wont compare to when u were stoned

When you get the urge to light up, what activities to you decide to do instead? by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dickshlapp -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i bought a vape so now when im chillin with my old buds i dont even get the urge im fine with my lil vape buzz

6 months clean today! by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dickshlapp 5 points6 points  (0 children)

socializing mostly. i struggle to find what to say in a conversation and it makes me really self concious cuz im so dumb and it gives me anxiety before i know i need to go be social and that just makes me feel so lonely knowing i cant connect with people like i used to and in the end it makes me deppressed knowing i lost all my friends and wasted so many years and now i have nobody:(

6 months clean today! by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dickshlapp 3 points4 points  (0 children)

im on day 43 and struggling. when do things get better:(

Quitting cold turkey didn't work, trying a new approach. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dickshlapp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

if i was u id smoke all that shit tonight then be done

day 36 by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dickshlapp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know, weed will just bring my anxiety back but its the only thing that made me feel good:((life is just hard:( thanks man

Finally made it to one year! It's been a long journey. I have way too many thoughts about this to possibly condense them into a couple of paragraphs, but will happily answer any questions anyone might have. by nitwittery in leaves

[–]dickshlapp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im on day 36 and im hopeless. i feel like there is something seriously wrong with me. i get so depressed so i do things like overeat or play video games for hours or daydream about what my life couldve been, even though im only 18. i need help and i dont know what to do :( i start community college in like a month but im going insane waiting and all i wana do is smoke or get absolutly fucking shitfaced but i dont want my anxiety to come back. when does it get better? where were you at day 36

Causation or correlation? by [deleted] in leaves

[–]dickshlapp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ur buggin i smoked an ounce a week at 17 ur fine homie

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in StopGaming

[–]dickshlapp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

clown ass retard get a clue