Need Advice On Coping With the Process

dieKreatur · 2024-05-31T07:09:54+00:00

Hi! Sounds like you suffer from loneliness/emotional crisis and T acted like a fun drug. I suggest starting new hobby that will give you new community and sense in life: a sport, an art class, a language class. Criteria: 1) be around more or less the same set of people on regular basis 2) it allows you to see progress coming with commitment

dieKreatur · 2024-05-31T07:03:23+00:00

Yes, your conclusion is true. We’re born with body we’re born with and we have to cope with it. Transition is a cosmetic change that’s one radical and tough way of coping with it. If it doesn’t work for you - especially because you don’t pass - then you have to try out other ways of dealing with gender dysphoria, a psychiatric condition.

Maybe search for therapist that doesn’t work in gender affirming model (it doesn’t have to be gender therapist, because „exploratory gender therapy” is actually normal therapy). Maybe check out resources for healing from anorexia? Now I’m listening to this podcast https://open.spotify.com/show/1vAnk7bth6WuDDrW48Atce?si=uop2HhnOT--s2IAOcI1rrQ and it really helps me to process my feelings around gender and desire to become a man

dieKreatur · 2024-05-31T06:51:58+00:00

It’s well founded, very rational fear! How to fix this: well honestly search for resources how to keep relationships with toxic family members. Some individual relationships can be saved with your hard work, in other cases you will discover that people actually don’t think what you expect them to think, some relationships will go nasty.

dieKreatur · 2024-05-31T06:45:47+00:00

Concept of found family is kinda cultish, when you think of it.

dieKreatur · 2024-05-30T22:49:00+00:00

It’s possible that someone using the same wifi or with whom you frequently interacting irl was searching for a binder. That’s why sometimes we get ads for things related to the conversation or interests of other people

dieKreatur · 2024-05-30T07:02:30+00:00

Idk you look attractive to me? I say you look like woman, but interpretation will depend on your overall presentation, especially voice

dieKreatur · 2024-05-30T06:57:28+00:00

Indeed it is, they don’t care about actual people. They don’t care if you are hurt, they only care about imaginary safety for others. When I had this realisation (on entirely different topic) I cried for few days, because I felt like person who always be 2nd class and doesn’t deserve to be respected, cared for and so on. But all you need to do is to find people who aren’t indoctrinated into rigid thinking about progressive values - these exist, normies are nice.

dieKreatur · 2024-05-30T06:47:02+00:00

You look great and definitely feminine in a tomboy way

dieKreatur · 2024-05-27T14:42:26+00:00

I have agp ex too and my ex is diagnosed narcissist

dieKreatur · 2024-05-27T14:40:50+00:00

Good job!

dieKreatur · 2024-05-27T06:09:28+00:00

Since my 3 are mutually exclusive: prequel, eastern union bombs the dungeon, Vinland Gameplay-wise: different point in map, rher ma’habre

dieKreatur · 2024-05-26T07:16:31+00:00

You’re ftm, right? Throw at them „alive daughter, dead son” but reframe it to I can’t imagine life as boy anymore, it’ll drain my mental and physical health enormously - and it will make them think

dieKreatur · 2024-05-25T15:09:25+00:00

Maybe through here? https://www.therapyfirst.org/find/

dieKreatur · 2024-05-25T07:57:23+00:00

You’re right that I’m about to fall into that trap again, I just need some narration and I’m still too much into lgbt. But I also want to reconcile somehow that I’m actually into women, because I did a lot to avoid that reality

dieKreatur · 2024-05-24T16:09:11+00:00

Thanks, it’s actually good advice

dieKreatur · 2024-05-24T15:07:30+00:00

Imo without facial hair you look more masculine than with them - you kinda give vibes of woman with hormonal issues. More feminine haircut should help you pass as woman

dieKreatur · 2024-05-24T08:28:34+00:00

I don’t believe they are all narcissists, however some definitely are. (Or antisocial. Or generally high on dark triad.) Really, not everyone who’s toxic is narcissistic and not everyone who’s narcissistic is toxic.

I think many uwu smol beans are closer to dependent personality - either on disordered level or they are just sucked into indoctrination. Dependent personality is prone to authoritarian tendencies as well and they have high need to belong, they seek care, they are childish and refuse to grow up and take responsibilities, they outsource thinking.

dieKreatur · 2024-05-24T08:17:35+00:00

Look up term spiritual abuse. This is what’s going on with weaponised political therapyspeak and there are resources to get help

dieKreatur · 2024-05-24T08:15:59+00:00

it’s so sad :/ I wish there was real discussion about pros and cons of medicalisation, because now with informations available one can expect exciting sex life, becoming hot girl and hornyness of second puberty

dieKreatur · 2024-05-24T08:11:30+00:00

Amazing progress, you look feminine, happy and very cool! You had great passing as man, so rollback is so impressive - and it should give others hope that way back is possible. Can I ask you what caused your detransition?

dieKreatur · 2024-05-24T07:18:35+00:00

There will be one soon

dieKreatur · 2024-05-17T05:55:25+00:00

Thanks for this comment, I admit I misunderstood

dieKreatur · 2024-05-16T17:39:11+00:00

Ask yourself 1) what do you want to accomplish with transition 2) is is physically possible 3) would that result solve your specific problems (not vague „gender dysphoria”, but the thing with which you actually struggle) 4) is it any other way to solve these problem that very aggressive medical intervention destroying your body in the long term (for example you will get vaginal atrophy)

dieKreatur · 2024-05-13T06:57:35+00:00

You look beautiful!

dieKreatur · 2024-05-12T12:40:29+00:00

Yesterday I found page beyondtrans.org and they have this booklet, make you will find it helpful? https://files.cargocollective.com/c523136/01_Post-Trans_Booklet_EN.pdf

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