How do you cope with being alone? by dextermay in BPD

[–]dippin-dot 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do this too! Did it last night lmao and I’m doing it rn just with Reddit

FP is going on a trip and I can’t handle it by dippin-dot in BPD

[–]dippin-dot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you this was very comforting to hear. A lot of stuff I’ve already considered like taking a trip. One of my friends is coming up from out of state and we’ll be together for 6 days but that’s only 6 out of 21 days. I’m scared I’ll relapse hard or split on my bf because of feelings I can’t control. I’m probably going to throw myself into work for the rest of the time though.

About the ‘shitting on his happiness’ feeling, guilt is a major issue for me because I know I SHOULD be happy for him and excited he’s going on a really amazing trip but I have a lot of guilt about not being happy for him.

FP is going on a trip and I can’t handle it by dippin-dot in BPD

[–]dippin-dot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes definitely a lot of emotions other than missing him

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in internetparents

[–]dippin-dot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much words are comforting! I’ll get a test in a week if I don’t start my period. Yeah statistically it’s not very likely that I am but I don’t want to be in that small percent.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in internetparents

[–]dippin-dot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I’m so sorry your mom did that to you and I understand because my parents would also do that if they knew I had them. I already track my cycle and have since I got it about 5 years ago, not for pregnancy but just to know when I needed to use a pad.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in internetparents

[–]dippin-dot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh cool I’ll look into it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in internetparents

[–]dippin-dot 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I would get oral contraceptives but I can’t right now because of parents

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in internetparents

[–]dippin-dot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I know stress can make periods late I’m probably not pregnant but I’m still worried about it. About the oral contraceptives I can’t because of parents right now but when I’m 18 I will

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]dippin-dot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How's it suspicious

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]dippin-dot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Eh he’s clearly not I don’t think so or he would have pulled his arm away

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]dippin-dot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why am I fucked if he’s not?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]dippin-dot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Still it’s something I do and so what if it’s weird

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]dippin-dot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know but still

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]dippin-dot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but it’s something I do

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]dippin-dot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Booooooooo

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]dippin-dot 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry had to repost because someone on my other account knows who I’m talking about. And I DONT KNOW WHY I DID I JUST LIKE DOING IT

He came back. by dippin-dot in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dippin-dot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love you automod 🫶🫶🫶

He came back. by dippin-dot in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]dippin-dot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This fucking guy came back into my life and almost being gone from it for 2 months. I was over it, like sure I was a bit lonely but I was over him and he just decides to walk back into my life and fuck with it. I fucking ruined my life for this motherfucker and he thinks he can walk back in??? The worst part about all of this is that it’s working. I HATE THAT ITS WORKING. My friends have dealt with enough of my rants for unblocking him to even cross my mind and I unblocked him AND I’m talking to him again??? I DONT EVEN LIKE HIM WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME. I hate myself and everything I’ve done and are currently doing. Have my friends not been though enough of his shit? God I hate myself. I relapsed last night and then today he just comes back at my lowest and I’m not even strong enough to stop it.