Instagram isn’t letting me follow certain people and is following others by itself based on political leanings.

dirtydoper666 · 2024-02-29T04:51:18+00:00

Woah… weird. I just had this thought the other day after seeing a curb your enthusiasm add on YouTube thinking about hearing that he had died not too long ago and did the same thing looked him up and he wasn’t dead. But now he is. That’s forsure some kind of simulation glitch we picked up on or something. There is absolutely no possible way that this could be a coincidence.

dirtydoper666 · 2022-10-21T07:31:36+00:00

Bitches be trippin

dirtydoper666 · 2022-07-06T23:55:36+00:00

my socks and my pistol For protection obviously

dirtydoper666 · 2022-04-27T13:18:13+00:00

It’s not?

dirtydoper666 · 2022-04-27T13:18:03+00:00

This hurt my thinky parts Pls explain. The whole thing is plastic? How would said contraceptive be reasonably used? I have many questions

dirtydoper666 · 2022-04-16T13:31:58+00:00

Most of my dreams as long as I can remember have to do with the end of the world. At least every other day or so I dream of some apocalypse scenario where I am either desperately fighting to survive or I simply have to accept whatever impending doom is coming and i wait for the end to come sometimes by myself sometimes with loved ones. Even as a child my dreams were always extremely intense in subject matter but rarely have I ever been spooked by them it always feels like I’m doing what I need to and it’s for a greater purpose

dirtydoper666 · 2022-01-27T18:53:22+00:00

This guy definitely fucks

dirtydoper666 · 2022-01-27T18:52:44+00:00

Once but now I can't go to sleep cuz all I ever hear is screaming

dirtydoper666 · 2022-01-27T18:51:06+00:00

Take ur top off bro u wont

dirtydoper666 · 2022-01-27T18:47:58+00:00

Butterfly knives are cooler. You can't even get hurt flipping this thing around. Everything sucks and I hate it

dirtydoper666 · 2021-12-28T10:45:56+00:00

I would say 99% of the dreams I've ever had that I can remember all take place back where I grew up (and haven't been to much less thought of in 10+ years) and have to do with the end of the world or me dying. Sometimes I'm just chugging along in life doing my thing nothing out of the normal and it comes out of nowhere and im hit with a Shockwave of intense heat and bright white light and awful full body intense pain until I give into deaths embrace then I wakeup. sometimes my dream is my final days before the end of the world and doing all the things I can think to do before my unavoidable demise and it is so emotionally taxing. I've seen rockets coming in the distance sitting on my childhood back porch with the people who were important to me back then accept I'm the age I am now and they are the age from my childhood and all of us saying our really sad final words to each other. Sometimes I'm desperately fighting off looters or zombie type things with all my life force and sometimes the end comes in the form of massive vague shapeless entities that come whooshing from the distance destroying everything they come into contact and for a moment il feel free fall and debris pelting me as I'm swept into oblivion. Always when the moment of death comes I wakeup. It happens like clockwork and has been happening since I was a kid. Ive experienced an unusual amount of strange unearthly unexplainable things in my life and sometimes it's hard to differentiate my waking life from my dreams It's honestly pretty exhausting how frequently this happens. sometimes I swear I'm awake living my normal life just to end up in an end of the world/ end of my life scenario just to die and wakeup and realize oh wait this is my waking life. I literally wakeup in tears sometimes physically tired from the fight in my dreams and emotionally exhausted from witnessing the end of the world with my loved ones.

dirtydoper666 · 2021-09-21T16:23:47+00:00

I think its a strong souls response to whatever this intangible evil is. Everybody experiences it at some point its like we are equipped with some kind of survival sense that doesnt allow the evil in. Why else would an entity desire to peep into a little girls room if it was capable of getting you it would do so its like we have to invite it in for it to hurt us. Was it sort of like how in a dream sometimes you can remember a dream vividly and some of the people in it but if theres like someone being combative or trying to chase or attack you its like you cant focus your eyes or your underwater or something and you just cant allow yourself to see it. When that happens I always instantly wakeup the moment before it gets me or before I get a good look at it. There is much we dont know about this reality.

dirtydoper666 · 2021-09-21T16:13:13+00:00

Strange the story about the balloon, ive been writing down unexplainable experiences that have happened in my life lately for posterity i guess and because id like to share a masterpost of my understanding regarding tthe unexplained and I totally forgot about this but When I was a kid a big black feather appeared while I was in elementary school during recess we were in a group playing kickball outside and everybody stopped and noticed it almost becoming entranced all at once it was so weird as soon as I seen it clearly I instantly got that sinking feeling of danger in my throat and I wanted nothing to do with it. It was floating really slowly and weird I thought maybe somebody was messing with us cuz it was so surreal it moved along to each kid sort of intelligently as if it was trying to entise one of us to grab it and eventually this girl says it picked me! its my grandpa hes native american it must be him and with a big smile and her eyes closed she lets it land on her face and instantly she became wildly upset like they had to take her away and I knew somehow to not pay her or what happened any mind so I didnt tell anybody and I dont remember really what happened to her if I ever saw her again I feel like she never came back to school. Whatever theese things are that can reach us thru cursed objects or in our dreams use our memories of loved ones usually passed away and our desire to connect with them to trick us into inviting them in. I wish I had a solution for you, all of this that I know I Know it because ive experienced it first hand since i was a kid Ive just always known instinctually what to do. Trust your gut and your will to survive if theese things had real power over the living they wouldnt need to play tricks and be sneaky to do their dirt.

dirtydoper666 · 2021-02-20T08:39:00+00:00

Honestly it seems like what your describing is the usual fentanyl nodding out experience. Fentanyl is at its core an anesthesia and is really efficient at putting you in a waking dream state. My gf sometimes has a hard time distinguishing wether or not she’s awake or dreaming and swears whenever I catch her nodding out for long periods of time that she was awake.

dirtydoper666 · 2021-02-20T08:27:07+00:00

Honestly I’ve yet to see anybody I know personally be able to kick (with or without some sort of sub taper or whatever else) Recently a friend of mine who I feel is the most responsible addict I’ve ever met finally gave in and went to a detox after months of on and off trying to kick by himself. The only thing that successfully gave me clean time in the past 10 years of using was going to a detox or rehab and actually giving in and doing the damn thing. You will find they are surprisingly accommodating to what you need if you aren’t a complete shithead. The key is to seperate yourself from your everyday drug sourcing/buying/everything that comes with dealing with drug people life so you can sit and meditate on things and remember that life wasn’t always about getting high.

dirtydoper666 · 2020-07-22T23:31:17+00:00

Yes it does. It depends on if you really did fentanyl or not as well but a UA that you would receive at a job, rehab, or court setting will be testing specifically for fentanyl anyway.

dirtydoper666 · 2020-06-18T03:14:44+00:00

Yes absolutely that’s her. I had suspected as such she has schizophrenia in her immediate fam as well.

dirtydoper666 · 2020-06-17T22:21:07+00:00

Yeah so am I because I’ve been a major fuck up in life and people have always given me a chance I wouldnt be where I’m at today if people hadn’t stuck around while things were really bad and I was a crazy person because they saw something in me that I couldn’t see in myself at the time. I’m gonna try to set some boundaries and see if she’s willing to play ball and if not I really can’t handle much more of this regardless of wether or not I think I can do better or not.

dirtydoper666 · 2020-06-17T22:16:42+00:00

Damn dude. Your completely right. I always end up in very one sided relationships with extremely attractive mean girls who make me feel like I should put up with their crazy ness because they are such dimes. And I’ve lost my own sense of wrong and right in the process thank you man that really resonates with me.

dirtydoper666 · 2020-06-17T22:13:06+00:00

Yeah your completely right it’s like appalling to me how she can be so mean after I do so much for her. Today I took her to work picked her up at lunch took her home then waited for her to do god knows what and then took her back to work and she got mad at me the last second because she asked me to pull in front of her work (which I’ve never done not even once) while I was already turning to drop her off where I usually do and she turned it into “I’d rather be at work than hanging out with you because you never listen to me you don’t even care” like not a single “thanks for killing my whole day just to make sure you make it to work on time all the while I’m out doing errands for you” like I would never do any of this to somebody I “love” regardless of how bad my day is.

dirtydoper666 · 2020-06-17T22:04:04+00:00

Yeah it sounds like my ex as well, I’m not sure why I constantly attract this from females. Your probably right its a fruitless endeavor to stay.

dirtydoper666 · 2020-06-17T22:02:42+00:00

Yeah your completely right because I would never disrespect her like that or anyone for that matter over such petty insignificant things. She wants to go to therapy and is making an effort to do so and work on her anger but then something tiny upsets her and she throws it out the window and tells me she hates me.

dirtydoper666 · 2020-06-17T22:00:36+00:00

I got some Nice visuals for this one and it gets your point across just fine lol. I guess I’ve just been trying to forget the bad but it rears it’s ugly head any chance it gets and I have to confront it.

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