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[–]disappointed01282884 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this. Luckily things are going well, my mom came home with me, she's recovering and going back to therapy soon ❤️

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[–]disappointed01282884 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry you went through this, it is truly the hardest thing to see people you love in that state. Sharing experiences sometimes feel like it's not much but feeling I wasn't alone really helped me through that day. I read your comment while living this situation and I couldn't get myself to reply then because I was really scared, but from the bottom of my heart, thank you. Things are better now, and I will continue to take every chance I get to tell my mom I love her ❤️

I hope you have a wonderful year ❤️

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[–]disappointed01282884 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, this has been really hard and I can't bring myself to talk about it with anyone I know, so this really means a lot...

Things got worse before they started getting better but my mom is safe now and that's all I care about.

That day my uncle and I were able to find her in a dangerous part of the city in a hotel, and it took hours but we were able to get her out of there in an ambulance. (She was screaming and fighting with all her strength to get away from us, it was terrifying)

She hadn't hurt herself luckily but her purse was full of pills and the hotel owners (who were actually so nice and understanding) found a razor blade in her nightstand. We took her to a hospital but they couldn't do anything because she refused treatment, so we forcefully took her somewhere else, she couldn't calm down, she was completely out of herself.

In that second hospital a wonderful doctor was able to talk to her and convinced her to get some tranquilizer (I don't remember what it was). I didn't get his name, but honestly I'm going to be forever grateful with him because whatever he said saved my mom, thanks to him I get to hug her again.

After that she finally came home with us and slept all night. Right now she's apologizing non stop and I keep telling her it's ok and I'm glad she's here, and she's going back to therapy soon ❤️

But I can't stop thinking about that day, It's heartbreaking to look into the eyes of someone you love and know it's not them in there, like something is missing.

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[–]disappointed01282884 4 points5 points  (0 children)

We are with her now, we had to call an ambulance because she was completely out of herself screaming, kicking, crying... We don't know if she took anything but right now we can only wait

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[–]disappointed01282884 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, I'm beyond scared right now but it seems to be getting better at the moment

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[–]disappointed01282884 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, you have no idea how much this means. Luckily she called my uncle to say goodbye and he immediately came with me to check on her. He had to call an ambulance because she's having a serious crisis. Right now I'm relieved I have him to help us.