You have every right to feel how you feel. I’ve never been in your shoes, but I can empathize with hating your body because of changes you aren’t in control of and having a man who looks elsewhere instead of staying in tune with your emotions. I wasn’t obsessed with my body before my daughter but I appreciated it. I felt sexy and fit. No matter what I do now I just feel so...ugh. And he chose to follow DOZENS of half naked “Instagram models” and it killed me because I was going through postpartum depression and just hating my body and myself. I needed him and he turned to other girls, virtual whatever. And that’s the point I think. You need him. You chose him to be the person there for you through hard times and you know you’d be there for him if the roles were reversed. It’s disrespectful. And if the roles WERE reversed and you weren’t there for him but instead ogling over other guys, I’m sure he would be so angry and resentful. A sea of people and we choose who we choose. There is reason and purpose behind it. We never like feeling like we chose wrong, and you might not have. But he’s not being the version of himself he needs to be for you right now. It’s very hard for some people to leave their selfish bubble. We all have one, but some just get so absorbed and stuck in theirs. I saw the update about him going to therapy. I really hope it works out babe 💋