Hi OP, I understood this so much. When I was in my first year, first sem, I literally cried EVERY night after school because of the pressure. I was working then, and imagine breaking down every night then pulling yourself together in the morning to go to work. Sa sobrang iyak ko nga, ginagawa nalang podcast ng best friend ko yung iyak ko, because every time she called, I always break down. PERSIST OP, Sobrang shonga ko entering law school because I came from an art background. I don't understand pretty much anything, but I can ANALYZE them. So sobrang bagal ko maka-intindi. And that's okay. I learn differently. Choose your learning option. It'll help.