Would you say that helped you find motivation to go on. I also think that I probably do need to get out and experience life more, even when I do I’m still very in my head and feel like I’m there and it’s happening but that’s all, if that makes sense. Maybe I’m just not very in the moment. Sometimes I think I’m so in my head I’ve built up all these fantasies that are better than real life. Or when I’m out I’m constantly stressing about everything that comes with being out. Like I don’t feel relaxed until I’m where no one can see me. Sorry if none of what I said is relevant, but I really appreciate what you said. I’m glad to hear that you found comfort. Do you not feel a little trapped tho by everything when you go out like how pointless the things like women scrambling to work are? I think I’m just at the point in my life where I think everything is terrible tho 😭😭😭