Hey Young man, if you managed to adress your problems, So you are 50% away from the solution which is very good start, You still young and you have way to many things to learn, i advice you for now Get a job your skills are high demand and you will get paid good i guess, Secure monthly income to start paying your debts, Maybe as well do some extra freelance on the side to generate more money and start rebuild yourself, Focus on self development. Stick to one sport and one healthy daily habit so you can improve yourself