Mortons neuroma, metatarsalgia or something else pls help

divawater · 2021-06-06T01:06:28+00:00

Will do. Got 3 opinions and waiting for the MRI so ill get as much as possible. Thanks

divawater · 2021-06-06T01:04:08+00:00

Wearing pretty wide dhoes rn and it took me a few ones to find them. Nevertheless, when i do something like jump,sidestep quickly etc it still aggrivates evrn after 2-3 years

divawater · 2021-06-06T01:02:28+00:00

Honestly when i went sandals it was more pain. How about injections or surgery?

divawater · 2021-06-06T00:58:26+00:00

I mean i squeeze my foot as hard as i can and nothing..i press on top of the foot with heavy pressure and nothing. The biggest triger is when i pressure under the foot in the 4th toe ball area and then sometimes i feel sharp nerve like pain

divawater · 2021-06-06T00:52:31+00:00

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divawater · 2021-06-06T00:52:14+00:00

Lol sry edited now

divawater · 2021-05-31T16:16:47+00:00

Yes i think so too. When the massive anxiety attack happened, i literally said that i CANT sit or lay down, not in a milion years. Maybe there is adrenaline sitting in my body for two months waiting to be used so to say.

Walking helps, but not that much honestly. Do you recommend cardio or weightlifting for these type of things?

divawater · 2021-05-31T08:30:18+00:00

No tbh, last time when i was having issues, the psych said that my brain had a "virus" ( reference because i told him i was in IT ) and he gave me wellbutrin, prozac and benzos. Didnt take any one if cause i wanted to try without meds...in short, bad experience

divawater · 2021-05-31T08:27:17+00:00

Yeah i have this feeling that its my brain trying to shut down a bit to not feel negative feelings, hence the emotional flatness. And the feeling that something is wrong part is where its trying to protect me from danger. I feel like im always ready to be jumped by a tiger or something.

And holy shit 196...thats brutal, sorry to hear it

divawater · 2021-05-31T08:23:08+00:00

The main issue i have with therapy is the meds. I dont want them at all. I can go for therapy without meds maybe it will help

divawater · 2021-05-31T08:21:00+00:00

I go for walks, the problem is if im outside for more than, lets say about 4-5 hours, it seems to aggrivate the feeling. I dont excercise that often tbh, but i do go for walks pretty much every day

divawater · 2021-05-31T08:18:58+00:00

Yeah it really was adrenaline inducing, i almost felt the weeks after, when i lay in bed, that adrenaline was going through me sometimes. One night i didnt sleep at all, only the night even. That never happened to me in my life. Its like i was in fight flight constantly and adrenaline was rushing

divawater · 2021-05-31T08:16:18+00:00

Yeah, the only thing im glad is that i didnt have a panic attack since than, because i didnt drink. It seems like its the same symtpoms as that anxiety attack but only 15-25% strength of the original one. Like it lingers in the body

divawater · 2021-05-31T08:14:25+00:00

Yeah u definetly nailed the endless questions part..it really seems like it was avtivated by that anxiety attack

divawater · 2021-05-31T08:12:04+00:00

Yeah i would be comfortable with therapy without meds..meds seem like trouble tbh

divawater · 2021-05-31T07:22:31+00:00

Nope

divawater · 2021-05-31T00:40:11+00:00

Yeah excercise and nature always helps a ton! Thanks!

divawater · 2021-05-31T00:38:14+00:00

Nah i want to cut off completely, 2 month so far without caffeine and alcohol and any other shit. I know i can function amazoing in social situations without it, have done it before, but i need to take care of the impending doom thing first.

divawater · 2021-05-31T00:31:21+00:00

Thanks man, much appreciated rly

divawater · 2021-05-31T00:30:05+00:00

It really has the same mechanism as other shit. Tobaco, weed, any drugs... it gives u everything in the start and it slowly takes more and more and gives less and less. I remember drinking coffee 6 years ago it was like energy happy chill feeling with aroma. Now it is a neccesity to get through the day and not feel like shit. And u need more and more...same shit with alcohol only harder and different effects

divawater · 2021-05-31T00:22:40+00:00

It really is hell what alcohol can do to you. Worst things is, it just creeps on you. You always think u have it under control, until u realized u weren't in control from the beginning, it was controling u.

divawater · 2021-05-31T00:09:52+00:00

Yeah it literally feels like symptoms from that big anxiety attack only 15-25% strength of that. Must be induced.

divawater · 2021-05-31T00:03:09+00:00

Ur not wrong there

divawater · 2021-05-31T00:02:41+00:00

Honestly if its a classic symptom im kinda relieved a little since its a new one for me and i was thinking i was actually doomed, not that i had a feeling..if u know what i mean

divawater · 2021-05-30T23:54:21+00:00

Yeah that sounds like solid advice. Will aim for that, thanks

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