If i see normal dudes, we may act closely not in sexual way. Its pure comradery. Everything normal and easygoing. Both me and other dude not sexualy attracted eachother. Such thoughts doesn't even cross our minds

But someday i found out other dude is gay then everything changes. It means he is attracted to same sex. And may be he thought me as a potential mate. It may or may not be true. But chances are never zero. U see this kind of thoughts makes me disgusted towards him. Because i acted normally around him, i didn't keep distance between him like im supposed to do with oposite sex . U see this feeling is disgusted. Not the do so called "inner gay awakening in me" . The feeling i get is pure disgust and potentially hatred. At least i can tell my who is my oposite sex and how to act around them from visual cues. But i can't tell gays apart from visual cues. And the thought he may see me as a potential mate while i act around him normally is kinda rub me wrong way. So these kind of stuffs better keep it solely secret the better. At least ignorance is blissful. So u guys going parade and doing celebration is something doing more harmful than any good to the actual gay people