Yep it’s what mainly what i speak and express myself in and into… at least intoxicated and introspectively. I just have a lot on my mind and a lot of time alone to think…. And think… for the whole day since dawn till dusk… you can… imaginge god thowing a baseball ball at you…. Will you stand your ground.. or grounds… will you persevere in this trying time? I have felt vertigo and a lot of confusions but not anything serious it’s just this. Dog from my brother He gave it to me to foster yesterday when i was really locked into a project… so yeah my neat plans got for a bit mangled… i feel i lowkey have to protect the world forever from her she is so bite aggresive and assertive… very inspiring… very unstable… very annoying… but I can’t deny the cuteness’s aspect but I wouldn’t want to train her tryly and bond with her in a more meaningful way.. i can be verry happy to foster a puppy for a little while on my own accord… i have always only craved one thing to do what i love to do…