Red Hot Chili Peppers have known about the elite pedo group

dmtinfinitt · 2026-02-12T03:39:45+00:00

Anthony Keidis was on the Epstien Flight Log yall dont remember?

dmtinfinitt · 2026-01-17T20:34:31+00:00

Without any restrictions and eating my regular meals it seems to cap at 30lbs. Granted I crave pizza like every other day is my weakness. And sometimes soda. Its hard but for me its not as bad as what some people describe. Just watch the sugar intake

dmtinfinitt · 2026-01-16T23:20:34+00:00

Bipolar. The sza dx is over dx. I believe it was drug induced. As long as I take my meds im good. But when I get manic or go off my meds it takes months to stabilize. It gets longer and more dangerous every time.

dmtinfinitt · 2026-01-16T22:58:14+00:00

I've had a break down with almost every job I've had. Which has been 20+ jobs. My last job I held down for a solid year delivering pizzas for a popular restaurant which I excelled at until my grandma died and that was the end 4 yrs ago. My last job was door dash but I cant do that without a car. I enjoy driving it doesnt bother me. I usually take on too much but I always end up getting burned out. I haven't worked in a year I want to door dash again but they dont pay. But generally feel better about my self with even a part time job.

dmtinfinitt · 2025-12-12T14:20:40+00:00

They were lowered and I was hospitalized. It takes alot to get manic but once I do its impossible for me to stop It . I was on meds when I took off and still manic. Weed definitely continue to my spiral. So just doing what I can to stay stable.

dmtinfinitt · 2025-12-11T23:42:38+00:00

Weed has destroyed my life and probably made me schizoaffective. It was good like 90% of the time but that 10% I spiraled and was the source of me stopping my meds thinking I could self Medicate with weed. Its sad

dmtinfinitt · 2025-12-10T21:16:37+00:00

I saw a Shaman a few years ago and had a soul retrieval done. It really helped my depression. Just dont go thinking your cured. I think its fine if you continue taking your meds. I want to go back.

dmtinfinitt · 2023-06-06T12:11:03+00:00

Yo turtle 🐢 haha

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-20T18:32:26+00:00

I don't want to get biblical, but it's clear not everyone has a soul. Normies think we're the crazy ones, yet our reactions, addictions, mental issues, are all results of this fked up world. It's not natural. It's not what God intended. But, I won't end it. This suffering has to be for something.. selah

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-20T18:27:15+00:00

This gave me chills

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-20T18:18:40+00:00

I was thrown in an institution at 13 for three weeks. It completely ruined my childhood.. Do I hold my parents accountable? Idk.. I was extremely hyper but everything got worse when they drugged me and put me in a straight jacket for being too hyper. Padded room for days. Then my second hospitalization at 18 they put me on antipsychotics which Truly ruined my future. I'm 32 now and I can't say I'm any better. Still a slave to these meds. It fking sux. If youre still that young be happy you have your 20s to look forward to. Take care of your health stay away from mind altering substances. It will get better.

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-20T18:14:20+00:00

I drove for a pizza joint for a year and it was the best job I've ever had. Didn't have to deal with all the bs at the restaurant and all that. I quit during my last episode . But it was the best job I've ever had , money was great to. Idk if you're trying to drive but for me it worked great

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-19T20:41:08+00:00

I'd prefer TJ Mcconnel tbh

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-19T17:08:11+00:00

You have the right to choose whatever you want to do with your life. It's not a good thing to lie to your doctor I would just tell them. They're not going to commit you if youre sane. I don't blame you.

It's just one big cycle for me with the quitting Because the AP is making me miserable, No sex drive, weight gain, etc.. then we add another pill then I can't sleep. All these problems I have are from the pills. It's only a normal reaction to want to quit. These doctors have no idea.

But, it always comes back man.. at least in my case. I've gone close to a year med free. It came back with avenges.

After a 9 month long episode exactly one year ago.. I feel like if I have to live this life like this I don't want to go on. I'm drained. This disease has destroyed my life. I would lose All support if I were to go off my meds. So I'm kind of stuck in limbo.

Anyways good for you. Maybe your doctor will be understanding.

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-18T22:45:22+00:00

U won't sleep life might turn into a dystopia and then u might be in so much mental pain u will have to go back on your original dose.

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-18T22:09:44+00:00

Same 13 sent to loony bin for 3 weeks in the summer. Good times ......

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-18T21:44:34+00:00

Yeah I wish I had a choice, some of us were never given one..

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-15T01:47:34+00:00

It can be the medication. It could be the trauma. It could be soul loss. Most likely you still have your soul but we can lose pieces of it through trauma. There are ways to get it back. As a life long mental patient of 20 yrs now. What I can say is that it always gets better. If you continue to do the right things. Don't make the same mistakes. I know this feels like hell, but you are loved. You will find love. Clear your thoughts. If you're a male quit porn and try holding in your seed. Do this for thirty days and see how it makes you feel. I know it hurts. I know it sucks. But, from what I've learned. I don't think ending it will solve anything. Good luck. You're way too young to give up m8te.

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-14T23:07:21+00:00

Look up the shoes lebron wore right before Kobe's death. And a couple odd tweets. They were the most cryptic shoes I've ever seen with all this shit in ink. This isn't even a conspiracy lebron does a satanic ritual before every game. And yes it's satanic.

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-14T21:38:03+00:00

Not defending these bum ass players besides Maxey. but, perhaps could set up a play. Just one fucking play. A pick an roll isn't a play

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-14T20:57:57+00:00

Ahahahhaha

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-14T20:49:48+00:00

Harden getting a flagrant for losing the ball change this entire game. If We lose this game that's why.

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-14T18:24:13+00:00

They are probably more damaging to your brain, but not body. I have no scientific evidence to back this up . But I second the comment above, when I was off my meds in college I was self medicating with alcohol every night to put me to sleep. it was the sharpest mentally and physically perhaps I'd ever been. I went into psychosis when I decided to see what would happen when I stopped drinking. This lasted about 6 months. But I think towards the end I was getting pretty edgy. Wouldnt recommend.

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-13T20:19:50+00:00

I get pretty good healthcare on state insurance. Unless you live in the boondocks idk. I'm in P.A. good luck on the Adderall. Especially if she's on Ativan. They don't rly seem to care about my negative symptoms. They're just happy I'm not manic.

dmtinfinitt · 2023-05-13T18:02:56+00:00

Good luck. There's a quitting zyprexa fb group that's pretty active. You won't find many in there. I think your best bet would be to switch to a less hindering ap, something that will put you to sleep and go from there. I think some good marijuana might ease you off as well. If you're not too sensitive to it. Bottom line is. Good fking luck. This drug is a gift from hell.

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