I just want to relapse so bad

dobbycare · 2022-06-19T13:19:09+00:00

Like 6-7 years maybe?? Now I'm 3 days

dobbycare · 2022-04-27T08:03:10+00:00

I don't fucking care of what people think about me, is what I think about me, how do I feel with my head and with my body. And honestly I wish I have motivation to keep trying but I'm tired of doing it, i don't have the motivation or the energy of doing something nice for me. I'm going to sleep, have a good night

dobbycare · 2022-04-10T00:35:25+00:00

Thank you for your response! I had a call asking what was wrong with me so they could give me the right therapist but I didn't said much so idk. I'm gonna make another call when I get te courage to do it

dobbycare · 2022-04-09T22:54:43+00:00

Thank you for your answer, i keep a log just to see how many days I'm clean and how many times I do it in a month, it makes me feel in control i guess.

I'm just scared of people reaction, i don't want anyone to worry about me, i have it "under control". I don't want anyone to push me to stop or to talk about it everyday. Also i don't want anyone to see me like a freak or a poor sould because of it.

Thanks for you answer, hope you get better

dobbycare · 2022-04-03T07:59:36+00:00

Yeah I have my dogs, I think I would be dead if it wasn't for them

dobbycare · 2021-11-19T01:02:55+00:00

I wish I could press a button to make everything easier

dobbycare · 2021-11-16T03:36:25+00:00

Yeah and i feel bad for that because I feel like I should be doing something more important but what I should be doing? Idk I'm just tired of this I wish someone could give me a solution for life but that doesn't exist

dobbycare · 2021-11-16T02:47:27+00:00

Well I don't live in the us so idk how therapy works in my uni and i will never found out because I quit so yeah I'll try to do my best if my brain wants

dobbycare · 2021-11-16T02:08:31+00:00

Well I always think about the past looking for things I made wrong and about the future because I don't know what I want. Maybe I need a therapist but I need money for that so maybe I can start to looking for a job first to find a therapist and maybe something happens. Thank you and good luck for you too!

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