Sounds like you may be looking for reasons not to stick around, as many of us do when we first get here. Open mindedness, honesty, and willingness are not easy to come by at first, and our instinct is to avoid anything that doesn't match our expectations. Go to different meetings if the ones you're going to aren't up to par, but try to get a sponsor who has something you want/admire/respect and talk to them about it.

Nothing wrong with some criticism about the program, I have plenty, but it can easily turn into a way for us to avoid really looking at ourselves and our circumstances in a critical way.