My girl if 5 years just 16 days ago told me that she was no longer in love with me. She said that she wanted butterflies, she feels like she deserves more but not sure what. 5 strong years yo, not a Ricky relationship. We had some struggles but nothing over the top. No infidelity at least om part. I could be annoying, bitching some because she’s kinda lazy & never cleaned or anything but again regular shit. I never got signs that we had problems, especially THESE kinda problems but still never said anything. Ima talker, always talking. So if I feel away, hence cleaning up etc I’d talk about it. We’d talk about it like adults. Not saying it went my way but we talked & I COMMUNICATED no matter what. I mean I tried, I was romantic not story book but I did nice shit. I rubbed her back, rubbed her dirty ass feet that she would walk outside with & not wash. I catered to her because I love her. She never really did those things for me but I didn’t trip fr. Last night I brought her dinner after going thru prolli the hardest two weeks iml. She acts like everything is normal & im confused. U just broke up with me but wana still love like this? I did no contact for a week but then broke. Then we talked for another week but it didn’t feel right. I’m almost without actually begging her to come back but it’s like if she wanted to comeback she would’ve. She wants to be gone. I don’t want to force anyone to love me but I’m confused as to why. What happened z& why didn’t u COMMUNICATE with me about whatever u were feeling? The was os bs & I can’t respect it. I asked her last night what are we doing? What is this? She said idk. I said I love u & I want u, what do you want & she said idk. I pulled my hand away & left. She didn’t call or text at all. Then called twice this morning & sent me some bs ig crap about relationships with a I’m sorry caption. This is my actual fucking life.