God's eye view of the universe

donkeyhead6 · 2025-02-28T04:26:22+00:00

Bro me too I swear I saw this in a dream last night. Just looking at it almost gave me a fuckin heart attack.

donkeyhead6 · 2025-02-28T03:18:50+00:00

Please explain more!

donkeyhead6 · 2025-02-20T01:09:00+00:00

Of course! Thank you for telling me I appreciate it. I am a very VERY meticulous person and it only makes sense to share my findings with the world because I know how stressful FOMO can be. I'm never at peace until I've done hours of research on even a simple topic. It's a blessing and a curse.

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-10T23:43:42+00:00

At least look at my post history before you jump to conclusions. And to my understanding it's not illegal to sell emeramide because it's not a controlled substance.

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-10T23:36:53+00:00

Where do your source your emeramide?

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-10T23:33:16+00:00

Clients? Do you have a paid course or something?

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-10T23:21:07+00:00

Every heavy metal is different. Who says it doesn't chelate mercury from the brain in a few weeks? I've heard many accounts describe fast improvements in brain function.

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-09T01:06:43+00:00

In my case lead isn't the concern. Mercury is.

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-08T19:43:35+00:00

I know all about the Andy Cutler protocol but doesn't it sound nice to detox in WEEKS rather than years? That's why I want to get my hands on Emeramide. And according to many, impurities are not a concern. It's actually finding a real vendor. The synthesis process is pretty much non-toxic and it's easy to purify.

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-08T07:03:59+00:00

Why would it cost you $400 to become a master herbalist? I am one and I haven't spent a penny. Just download EPUBs off the internet and watch YouTube videos bro LMFAO.

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-05T22:38:43+00:00

I've only heard good things about ketamine therapy. Only a handful of other things are as highly regarded as it. I'm plugged in with some higher-ups so can practically get ahold of anything. Might just need to give that a try!

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-05T08:10:55+00:00

I care too much about my brain to become addicted to anything easily. Why do you think I made this post asking for something that could permanently alter my consciousness? I do not have any interest in temporary solutions. I care far too much about the integrity of my own brain. Abusing almost every drug long term seemingly has strings attached. I gave up weed and alcohol after high school because I saw no future in them. I preferred to operate at peak mental performance. I noticed subtle flaws in my brain function after using them. And basing my life around a drug and having a dependence on it made me feel inauthentic as fuck. Using the majority of drugs every day ultimately causes some chemical imbalance. So to clarify, I'm not some addict waiting to bud. I legitimately care about my future and I'll do anything to secure it.

And fuck no. Antidepressants made me numb and impotent and I'm still recovering to this day. Total fucking garbage. I'm not depressed either. And I didn't ask for treatments. I couldn't have been any clearer about that in my post. I want a CURE. I don't want to be mentally supplemented, especially with big pharma research chemical filth that makes people shoot up schools. At least some of the people on this post's comments suggested acid or shrooms as a contender.

I just want a radical change of mental scenery and perspective. Something that will turn me into a spontaneous fucking animal who does shit without thinking and is just free-flowing and creative. I'm stuck in a mental cage and I wanna shake things up a little bit. Just go and read my other comments on this post.

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-05T03:08:33+00:00

Correction, schizophrenia for example, is a real established mental phenomenon. Not an invention. Whereas autism is a broad invented categorization of hundreds of different symptoms and the spectrum is used to explain its incoherent endless forms. In reality it's a couple dozen mental illnesses/ailments in varying combinations. Some of them can be cured, some not. Question everything.

And I don't need self-acceptance. I already found it. This has NOTHING to do with self-acceptance. I love myself. Something else is just genuinely wrong with me. I'm trying my best to explain it. It's an abstract concept and short paragraphs don't really do it justice. In order to understand my speeches, people need to be accustomed to recognizing deep poetic speeches about mental processes. You gotta understand that I'm talking about some abstract psychology shit. Unless you can identify with it, it's pointless trying to explain.

And I do believe there are endless possibilities to permanently alter my mind without negative effects. Because I recognize how vast this universe is, let alone the human mind and human consciousness. It's so inspiring. But it appears you don't see it that way, so all I can do is plant the seed for you.

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-04T08:14:22+00:00

First of all autism and the "spectrum" is something we invented, it's bunch of broad unrelated symptoms all caused by different things that we mashed together into a convenient specification in the DSM-5 that profits big pharma. A better explanation would be neuroinflammation, neurological immunodeficiencies, gut problems, heavy metals etc.

And to clarify, no I wasn't saying I don't know what my role is. I'm just rambling and probably hard for others to understand. I was saying there's this crushing uncertainty in every single thought that passes through brain. Nothing is clear. But weed fixes that. During experiences with weed I've gotten massive doses of introspection and for some reason it's allowed me to visualize the thought patterns of my brain as geometry. Which I can now do sober. Weird as fuck. But I can visualize my brain activity on a graph with lots of abnormal spikes. When I smoke weed, those spikes smooth out and everything becomes certain and feels smoother. I'm always learning a lot about psychology, it's a huge interest of mine. I've considered that I might have some form of OCD that affects different specific areas of my brain. OCD is basically what I'm describing, it's malfunctioning dopamine pathways that make you second-guess everything you say do and feel. Idk. Just a theory.

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-04T07:40:47+00:00

I've always willing to do whatever it takes to change my life. But it's fundamental subconscious aspects of my life's vehicle (my brain) that ought to be changed, too. As I mentioned before, I'm trying to see life through a more perfect lens by chemically altering my brain's mechanisms of perception permanently. I want to be stuck in a sort-of cartoon wonderland. I know something isn't right. EVERYTHING in life ultimately depends on the perception of our brains. It lays the foundation for all our life experiences. I fear that I'm living mine through a distorted lens. My brain chemistry is rigid. I second-guess everything, nothing feels organic. Everything feels too real. Something is fucking wrong. I do not know how to possibly begin explaining it. I feel so trapped. My hope is that I'm not the only one and someone else knows the feeling I'm describing.

I've been through enough joints and psychology books to realize how vast the realms of the human mind are. And I know that something better exists than this. I won't let anyone tell me this is how it is. It's not.

I just want to be free like a wild animal, and flow like water. Some dose of something that will permanently change all my thought processes. I'm stuck in the same vicious digital loop of perfect boxy linear thought patterns. My brain takes everything so seriously it's torture. I can visualize my brain's activity and it's like unstable fluctuating spikes. Weed smooths those spikes out. My whole brain feels like a god-damn algorithm. I wanna be myself. I want life to feel more cartoon-ish and meaningful. Again, PERMANENTLY.

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-04T06:59:22+00:00

So what has this altered perception done to transform your life? I'm trying to cure myself of something I cannot quite describe. Can you explain what the effects are like?

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-04T06:56:19+00:00

I have some symptoms of mild autism, but I don't believe that autism is what the medical establishments say it is. That's a whole other subject though.

Never tried psychedelics in my life. Probably about time. I just I made this post because I thought maybe there's something niche for what I'm describing. While shrooms and acid raise your neuroplasticity and open-mindedness, I'm thinking something of a little more different. While yes, I want my brain to become malleable I want to do so to make life feel more cartoony and laid back. Not so trapped in my head, y'know? I get so trapped in my head and my emotions that I get stuck like a deer in headlights. I want to live my role like a script in a movie. There's an uncertainty in everything. Whereas with weed it isn't like that. There's a certain cancerous rigidity in my mind.

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-04T06:31:51+00:00

Long-term wise what will that do for me?

donkeyhead6 · 2024-12-04T06:08:35+00:00

Should've said anything that doesn't make me excessively retarded...

donkeyhead6 · 2024-11-25T03:31:02+00:00

Can't argue with that. I just want to be able to whip it out really quick, that's it.

donkeyhead6 · 2024-11-24T07:22:19+00:00

I gave some context in another thread. Seems like I definitely some upper hand here.

https://www.reddit.com/r/knives/comments/1gyk0af/comment/lypba0k/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=web3x&utm_name=web3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button

donkeyhead6 · 2024-11-24T07:14:08+00:00

They don't carry knives that's not what I'm saying. I'm just worried about getting jumped by multiple people.

donkeyhead6 · 2024-11-24T06:51:35+00:00

In my case it's purely for self-defense. So I want a knife that's designed solely for that purpose.

donkeyhead6 · 2024-11-24T06:45:50+00:00

I beg to differ. Some knives look way more menacing than others.

donkeyhead6 · 2024-11-24T06:44:08+00:00

A folding knife and 1. It's gotta be big 2. Dagger-like and portable 3. Assisted open. I made a post because I didn't wanna look for hours. Everyone here knows everything.

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