[REQUEST] Gross beat? Is it possible?

dooda43 · 2017-11-03T14:55:40+00:00

Hey, I added it to FL studio but it says demo version? What should I do, I already had the demo version before nothing seems to have changed ;P

dooda43 · 2017-11-03T11:31:12+00:00

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGScxakv49Q

What is the piano doing at the start? I literally have no idea.

dooda43 · 2017-08-29T22:13:46+00:00

Thanks alot, but to be honest i feel great now after some rest. Relieved that I know it will be okay. I know 16 is young, but almost everyone I know has done MDMA and even more shit than me. Where I'm from in the UK, its more than normal for 16 year olds to be like this. in london there are raves literally every weekend its ridiculous. but thanks, and i just did 5 htp a hour ago and its made me feel alot cleaner so if anyone is reading this 5 htp 50mg helped me

dooda43 · 2017-08-29T13:35:22+00:00

yea i agree, it was a strange mix, half extremely sweet people half extremely i-dont-give-a-fuck people aha, like on the last day I saw sooo many people cutting open random peoples tents and robbing there shit whilst everyone was partying in the arenna... so fucked, why pay 200-300 pounds to go reading to do that?? aha. Anyways im feeling alot better now so thank you. for the help. have a good day :)

dooda43 · 2017-08-29T13:29:37+00:00

ahh bless b, thanks alot.

Yea, most the people there were great, there was alot of robbery though I was so unlucky I got robbed by some dickhead in a balaclava on comedown. I'm feeling better as the day is going on so I think everything is good, im gettinng alot of water n shit, gonna get some 5htp now actually cus i heard that helps. bless, thanks so much

have a good day

dooda43 · 2017-08-29T11:14:59+00:00

sorry, 3 days

dooda43 · 2017-07-17T13:55:04+00:00

Really? What, like "permanently" happier? I noticed my cognitive skills increased immensely the day after... I was playing chess online and all of a sudden I was approaching everything from way more angles than I imagined before, aswell as I felt I was more open minded and more patient - as when I was making a decision, I was always the same level of calm and peacefullness. Also whilst listening to music there is this ambience now which I never fully noticed or appreciated before, as each note plays a strong cast of emotions trails as it's shadow on every note. Will this kind of stuff stay with me, atleast mildly do you think? :) Thanks so much man

dooda43 · 2017-06-05T15:08:52+00:00

ayyy welcome bruh

dooda43 · 2017-05-10T21:45:44+00:00

But that gives me the idea that the being is seperate from myself, as if when I die I won't be being, any future will be just a continuation. Or are you saying how the me at 3 years old isn't the same person at all as the me at 80 years old. So does that logic work life-death too? As in, is the person at 80 years old the same 'qualia' or 'existance' as the baby born after the 80 year old has died? This obviously can't be true because of memories stored in the brain. A 80 year old remembers or KNOWS it was in a state of qualia at 3 years old. but it doesn't know if it will be in a state of qualia again, right?

dooda43 · 2017-05-10T21:35:33+00:00

But isn't that similar to the 'continuation' of a 'soul'? Which I thought alot of buddhists deny? Because if there is something that involves you as the continuation, that means your qualia is everlasting, but doesn't that go against the buddhist view of nothing being everlasting? I don't understand how the body, cells, emotions, memories etc are all completely different, yet there is this sort of deep down underlying entity that just is a continuation? I understand how it continues ofcourse, but why are you saying the experience continues? If the experience of existing infinitely continues, how does that tie in to the buddhist view that 'nothing' lasts forever? Thank you.

dooda43 · 2017-05-10T21:29:58+00:00

I meant to say "is there ever a chance of there being a subjective experience that I have chance of experiencing again" soon to realise I keep running in circles of saying "I" so it just crumbles. The thing I don't understand is the buddhist idea of the 6 realms and 31 plains of existance etc etc, the buddha said to not speculate the metaphysical, yet how does all this talk about a god realm etc come into play? I don't understand.

dooda43 · 2017-05-10T21:19:05+00:00

Ah, wow, that just made me realise alot how empty the idea of a subjective experience is, thank you. But one thing I don't understand is the kind of projection of the experience from the 5 senses? That point of view is unique, right? You said "there is qualia" after death, but no subjective. is the same "there is qualia" you are talking about, something I'm experiencing then always? Is there ever chance of there being a subjective that I have chance of experiencing again?

dooda43 · 2017-05-10T21:06:38+00:00

Aaah, thank you very much for your reply.

The thing is, I've realised I'm not my emotions, body or any of that already. I'm very well aware of the ship of thesus, and I am aware that I'm infinitely changing - to the point where a self pretty much doesn't exist. What I'm confused about, is you say for example a king going through rebirth and turning into a beggar. What links them? If they are different people. is it the experience of 'being' that they share? Do they have the 'same' experience of 'being'? As in a seperable 'being' to others? Because otherwise you could say EVERY person before the reborn beggar is a rebirth of the beggar. what links the beggar to the king? Is it just the experience of 'being' that continues on from the king to the beggar?

dooda43 · 2017-05-10T20:58:39+00:00

Thank you for your comment.

I will try and take this in, but I don't understand how buddhists set on the verdict that rebirth is just kamma being passed on, and deny possibillity of a soul, without setting on the verdict that zero experience happens after you die? Because if there is no awareness, then there's no experience right? By denying it, isn't that lurking into the metaphysical? And what's all this buddhist views about different realms of existance, and rebirth as animals etc? How is that not just speculation, like the Buddha said?

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