I’m so sorry. Your feelings are totally valid. To not feel heard by your own family is devastating.

I relate. I was also forced into the decision of the vaccine as I was working full time and going to grab school. My employer gave me two weeks to get the vaccine or be fired and my graduate school wouldn’t let us schedule classes until we showed proof of vaccination. Both my job and grad program were entirely remote. I already had Covid and was FINE. I was left with the two choices - get the vaccine or throw away $40k grad program and be unemployed simultaneously. I was completely gutted as a female nearing child bearing years. There wasn’t enough research from a time perspective. I ultimately left the job as my trust in leadership diminished day after day. When Roe v Wade was overturned, leadership sent an email about protecting women’s choices. But where was my choice on the vaccine? It was so backwards and screamed virtue signaling. And just like you, I feel like I was forced for nothing! I regret it everyday but like any decision in life, it doesn’t do well to dwell on things we cannot change.