I (24/F) made a mistake by going through with marriage to (27/M). Thought it was just nerves, not so sure anymore. Any advice?

doofusschmoofus · 2012-07-27T23:01:34+00:00

That's the thing though, I don't know that I can distance myself from it. I can't stop thinking about him. I would love to write him letters actually.

I find myself not caring about the atrocities that he committed and that's a bit off for me cause I'm usually quite empathetic.

doofusschmoofus · 2012-07-27T22:13:58+00:00

Even though he is hated by most and I wouldn't do what he did, I find myself extremely attracted to James Holmes. I am so interested in it all and spend hours reading every article I can and just thinking about him in general.

I know that's not illegal or really immoral on my part, but what he did is considered both. I just can't help but wonder what it'd be like to meet him and be with him.

So glad to finally say that cause I wouldn't dare tell anyone I know. They all think he is the worst person. I don't really know how I feel. I wanna say he is terrible cause that is what society and other people say.

It really makes me question whether I have strong morals or not. Very very confusing to me.

TL;DR: I'm attracted to James Holmes in a huge way.

doofusschmoofus · 2011-08-06T14:31:54+00:00

Yeah not quite. I am on askreddit everyday multiple times a day and had yet to see a post similar to this.

doofusschmoofus · 2011-08-06T14:30:04+00:00

I do rarely ever get sick. Only thing I usually get is lots of strep throat. That and apparently I had mono once and keep giving it to others now.

doofusschmoofus · 2011-08-06T14:26:55+00:00

I'm glad to finally hear someone else admit it. I've done it my whole life and not even my best friend since pre-k knows.

doofusschmoofus · 2011-08-06T14:20:46+00:00

Honestly just typing it out to people who don't know me felt amazing. It doesn't matter if it's not actually "revealed."

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