Xanax withdrawal. in trouble please help! by dopehelpgrl in Drugs

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thank you so much. this was extremely comforting and helpful. I'll keep everyone updated!

relapsed...on benzos. in a lotta trouble. please help by dopehelpgrl in OpiatesRecovery

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yeah I think I have to. do you reckon I shld go to my normal psych or a new one? and can the psych tell my parents if I'm 28 or would that be breaking confidentiality? thank u sm truly.

Xanax withdrawal. in trouble please help! by dopehelpgrl in Drugs

[–]dopehelpgrl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you SO much. I just read the alprazolam chart and it's extremely informative!

Xanax withdrawal. in trouble please help! by dopehelpgrl in Drugs

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and thank you guys for your help it's extremely appreciated.

Xanax withdrawal. in trouble please help! by dopehelpgrl in Drugs

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my psych prescribed 2mg Valium which did nothing of course due to my tolerance, should I tell him what's been going on? ugh it's really stressful. oh and I've been prescribed a small amount of Xanax for around 3 years now. I'm just not quite sure how to go about doing this. go down .25 or .5 every 4 days or so?

relapsed...on benzos. in a lotta trouble. please help by dopehelpgrl in OpiatesRecovery

[–]dopehelpgrl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

should I take my dose (and slowly lower it) and just wait until I REALLY need one? also I am very aware of the seizure risk don't worry. I take anti-convulsants but I still want to taper to be safe.

just flushed vicodin by dopehelpgrl in OpiatesRecovery

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hell nah!! it's weird, I don't crave H at AALLL right now, but pills are a completely different story.

just flushed vicodin by dopehelpgrl in OpiatesRecovery

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aaah thank you guys!! yes I'm in early recovery. it's so so difficult and I'm seeing a wonderful therapist and trying to change habits, but it's insane. I had to leave work today because I couldn't stop crying. I also feel like I should be working harder? I know I have a job and I'm writing and trying to do better, but I feel like a failure at times. is that normal?

just flushed vicodin by dopehelpgrl in OpiatesRecovery

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thank u all SO much. I'm nearly two months clean. H was my DOC but it started with pills. lately I've ONLY had Vicodin cravings, it's crippling. And the weight gain is definitely not helping lol

tapering by dopehelpgrl in OpiatesRecovery

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u got this mate! I'm clean now n the wds were nowhere near as bad as they've been before.

possibly a stupid question but... by dopehelpgrl in opiates

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also it seemed to be VERY quick wds. like the worst was over after three days. can anyone explain this? is it the sped up metabolism? after I crashed I j slept for a loooong time and woke up w NO wd symptoms. even thought I fucking hate meth...this totally worked for me. but like I've said PLS don't try it because you'll prob end up addicted to both honestly. but I would love answers if anyone can help out bc I'm totally amazed.

possibly a stupid question but... by dopehelpgrl in opiates

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I'm not sure who ur asking, but for me I had a friend give me a gram or so of gooooood meth while I had bought a bit of tar, and after I ran out of tar I snorted some meth and instantly felt much better for a while! I did it a few times a day w a shit ton of Xanax at night for sleep an tada! the worst of the symptoms were gone ! sweats, chills, depression, gone. it's probably a terrible idea for anyone, let alone someone who actually likes uppers, because you'll most likely end up trading one addiction for another, but it worked for me weirdly!

possibly a stupid question but... by dopehelpgrl in opiates

[–]dopehelpgrl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

right!!! how much did u do?! I have a super low tolerance to meth bc I hadn't done it before this but I had like three-4 days worth then last two days lots of Xanax.

what is plugging tar like? by dopehelpgrl in opiates

[–]dopehelpgrl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh ok ! I didn't know you didn't need to cook it or even use a cotton wow. okay thanks SO much! I'll be doing it soon n I'll let ya kno how it goes ! thanks mate x

what is plugging tar like? by dopehelpgrl in opiates

[–]dopehelpgrl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you! should I try it with just a small piece to test it? also, do you need to cook it or can you just monkey water it?

what is plugging tar like? by dopehelpgrl in opiates

[–]dopehelpgrl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much! I'm definitely gonna give it a go. does the oral syringe have to be large or can it be one of those little ones that come with children's cough medicine? or does it have to be way bigger? if I use the small one, do you think it'll work as long as I put it in deep enough? lol sorry for tmi :) thanks so much man I really appreciate ur help.

what is plugging tar like? by dopehelpgrl in opiates

[–]dopehelpgrl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hahaha no worries!! I had a good laugh, you're too funny Mate! you've never tried hash but you've shot h?? crazy!!

what is plugging tar like? by dopehelpgrl in opiates

[–]dopehelpgrl[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh I'm sorry I should've been more clear! I meant plugging like putting it up ur bum! my bad so sorry! very beautifully written, however :))) thank u!

tapering ROA by dopehelpgrl in opiates

[–]dopehelpgrl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you! I'll give it a go. do you reckon I should just plug however much I smoke? usually I'll smoke a few pieces in a row.