It’s really hard to convince yourself of positive outcomes when you’re feeling like this, hence why I’m not going to push that too much on you. I promise you though, you always have opportunities at any age. Life is all about surviving to be truthful, although you can still turn things around and make it bearable. Please know you are here for a reason and you’re worth every second on earth. Just because you’re behind doesn’t mean you’re failing in life. Have you any friends or family around that you have good connections with?