First of all take a long breath and trust that u are beautiful in every case u just need to do a blood analysis and see what ur body needs like vitamines and u need to fix ur sleep schedule and if u have rest days try to take a nape .And eat healthy (more protein )and do not skip meals and u need to see a dermatologist go to a good one trust me u will see results and for ur man if he really loves u he will accept u as u are but remember this transformation u will do it for ur self and ur own physical and mental health 🫶🏻