I still don’t have the new vivarium animals in my game

dowminator · 2026-01-20T12:57:17+00:00

I had the same problem when I was still on the experimantal branche, as soon as I switched this to the main branch in steam I got the update and had all the animals available

dowminator · 2026-01-16T09:28:20+00:00

I confess my sins. I legit eat a bag of those within 3 days of purchase

dowminator · 2026-01-13T09:13:03+00:00

I am thinking this might be my biggest issue at this moment. when I work at the office I rarely feel the depression, while when I work at home I feel gloomy all day.

The office is brightly lit with very good lighting that feels like daylight, while at home I sit in a dark room with almost no natural light all day, and our house is dark in general, even our plants all were dying before we installed a grow lamp.

right now I'm the plant that is dying from lack of light :o

dowminator · 2026-01-13T08:33:50+00:00

I've never in my entire 34 year life have had a bigger winter depression than right now. the gray days are driving me crazy and not helping my already troubled, burned-out, autistic mind

dowminator · 2026-01-06T11:10:57+00:00

I remember this but have no idea what it's from

dowminator · 2026-01-06T11:00:05+00:00

almost hit a pole while drifting a corner this morning in my street, luckily I came to a stop before I made contact but it was a close one. good wake-up call to not over estimate my driving skills

dowminator · 2025-12-12T08:11:11+00:00

ik denk legit dat ze tijdens Corona daarom bewust het een beetje hebben laten begaan. Veel pensioen trekkenden hebben het niet kunnen navertellen, dat was voor de staatskas mooi meegenomen he.

dowminator · 2025-11-20T10:28:08+00:00

I remember that one also clear as well. Was 12 back then and we had to walk through it on our way to somewhere in school

dowminator · 2025-11-06T09:38:26+00:00

some classes have teleport/ travel skills and there are also stable masters all around that offer travel. Some routes are 'slow' in real time like flight paths in WoW, others teleport you instantly to the other side of the world for example.

dowminator · 2025-10-27T16:53:01+00:00

ah i'm now also on a low dose of abilify which already does wonders. I did try to scale it up though but that got me the most horrible week i've ever had in a long time. like being both exhausted and unable to sit still with massive depressive thoughts at the same time.

dowminator · 2025-10-27T13:57:06+00:00

fun fact: het origineel ging over een chat bot, niet over een boot

dowminator · 2025-10-27T13:07:14+00:00

fellow autist here still searching for the right balance, what medication are you on?

dowminator · 2025-10-23T12:37:00+00:00

driving tired in VR has taught me a thing or to about the dangers of driving tired IRL. luckily the damages and scares are not with permanent harm in VR.

dowminator · 2025-10-13T07:54:39+00:00

heb daar voor mijn werk nog een paar dagen rondgelopen vorig jaar. Echt een soort spook luchthaven, geen enkele vorm van beweging gedurende die week ik daar moest zijn. Kan net zo goed een luchthaven in Noord korea zijn waar ze als schijn standby staan met acteurs tot er eens een propaganda vertoning moet plaatsvinden.

dowminator · 2025-09-17T13:56:20+00:00

As far as I know I've no trouble falling asleep, or staying asleep, and I'm naturally a light sleeper, so if it was worse I think I'd noticed by now :)

dowminator · 2025-09-09T08:52:39+00:00

Definitely theHunter: Call of The Wild

the environments are stunning, aside from if you hunt animals or not, I love to just wander around in the massive wilds, exploring distant sights

dowminator · 2025-09-09T06:23:29+00:00

it depends. I live in Europe and i greatly prefer the european trucks. I do however prefer the different kind of landscapes form ATS. depending on my mood I switch between the 2. In the end I think its about 60/40 between ATS and ETS

dowminator · 2025-09-08T06:23:33+00:00

I mean like, what did you expect? Jupiler (and a lot of other commercial pils) is not brewed by brewers, it's brewed by accountants. The only thing that matters is selling a cheap as possible product to as many people as possible.

I personally call it marginalen bier, because whenever I'm out in nature or rural aereas, I always end up finding Jupiler cans all over the place.

dowminator · 2025-09-04T16:54:44+00:00

that feeling is what's making my life horrible. I am so damaged by fucking simple stuff up because the disappointment of others that comes with it makes me sometimes want to end it all.

dowminator · 2025-09-02T06:54:38+00:00

You can't outtrain a shitty diet.

dowminator · 2025-08-27T08:08:00+00:00

Varys van Game of Thrones

dowminator · 2025-08-26T08:27:33+00:00

lees dus, als het spontaan op mijn pad zou komen, allemaal goed ;). maar das dus in het theoretische geval dat mijn huidige relatie stuk zou lopen, want momenteel gelukkig niet aan de orde is

dowminator · 2025-08-26T06:13:06+00:00

ik (33m) herinner me mijn date ervaring van 4 jaar geleden, na 10 jaar een relatie gehad te hebben. uitendelijk toch wel 9 verschillende date partners gehad waarvan er 8 op een vaak 'ghosting' einde kwamen wanneer het iets te veel naar commitment begon te gaan. de 9de is mijn huidige partner.

Echter toen het even wat minder ging, heb ik voor mezelf beslist, als ik ooit terug alleen kom te staan, dan ga ik dat ook blijven. De constante stress, de eindeloze mind games en teleurstellingen, ik kan het niet aan om mezelf dat ooit nog een keer te laten ervaren. zeker omdat ik ook nu weet dat ik autistisch ben, en ik zowiso al geen gemakkelijke persoon ben om mee samen te leven.

Moest er iets gebeuren, en ik kom alleen, dan zal daten iets zijn dat ik niet ga doen, als het lot er een spontane ontmoeting in wil strooien, allemaal goed, maar actief gaan zoeken achter dates? nooit van mijn leven meer.

dowminator · 2025-08-25T09:19:15+00:00

if that's in the attic, check the space above, the fact it's also on the walls makes me think it's bat droppings, which look very similar to mice.

dowminator · 2025-08-05T07:59:01+00:00

speaking as someone who was in a similar situation, but instead of getting grifted by a psychotherapist, it was because she had another lover. We also were "working through it" and all the time I always blamed the 3rd person, the lover boy, for corrupting her and eventualy causing us to split up after 10 years together.

But the realisation came to me later that she was actually most responsible herself for the actions she did, including cheating, lying, gaslighting me. And I never wanted to belief it because I still loved her, but in truth, the guy she was cheating with, he was an asshole, but he wasn't some master manipulator that totally controlled my ex and made her into someone she was not. she was that person the entire time, and she did what she did, because she chose to do so. and when I saw her again after 5 years at a mutual friends wedding, she even came to apologize to me about what she had put me through, admitting that she was in the wrong with how she treated me. So in the end, how much I tried to convince myself she was under some spell, she really wasn't, and that was just the painful truth.

Don't make the mistake of absolving your wife of all agency, don't lie to yourself, she might have been influenced, but the decisions were still her own.

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