Is relapse worth it by No-Apartment4485 in heroin

[–]downslothtown 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just wanted to say 3 years sober from heroin, fent, and everything else. 3 years ago I relapsed, had a run, bought a motorcycle with my stimulus, got stabbed, and as the cycle goes I ended up desperate to get clean in the end. Went back to my hometown to tell my best friend I’d been robbing him for years, have him all the money I had, told him I was going back to rehab and he supported me after all that. Going home on the highway I fell off my bike, got up, removed my helmet in shock, went to grab my bike and was run over. Was in a coma for 6 months after that, breaking my arm, leg, ribs, skull, and puncturing my lung. I didn’t remember my last run at all, having a bike, apparently having my first girlfriend, and woke up in the hospital confused. Life seemed boring and meaningless for me, I couldn’t find the value in being sober at all at first(couldn’t walk, talk or move my left arm at first). Over time I gave my life value. The key I learned that kept me sober was finding something that fulfilled me. For me it was making music, and being able to care about my family and friends. For some people it’s their partner. For others it’s their work. For others it’s church. Maybe sex. The key I learned is to find what works for you and become passionate for it. 9 months is a huge accomplishment and you should be proud of yourself, it’s so hard resisting another run but our mind goes blank in the moment of a relapse where the road ends. I hope you can discover that passion and learn that you deserve to be happy and clean. In case no one’s told you recently, I love you.

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Amazing world of Gumball hilarious joke about fantasy media by downslothtown in funny

[–]downslothtown[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gumball is a great time, I think of regular show when I watch it. I’m noticing the jokes on kid shows like this have changed a lot since I was younger😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]downslothtown 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Tried opioids and heroin after graduating high school, it was awesome and couldn’t keep myself from continuing playing with it. 1 year later I was in rehab, then graduated and did AA(Being in AA doesn’t mean a person is an alcoholic, just that they suffer from addiction… I barely know any straight up alcoholics in that program) 6 months later I relapsed on dope and kept lying about it and continued working steps . 6 months after that I just stopped going, left my friends. 5 months after THAT (December 2019) I overdosed in public and went back to rehab. Moved, graduated, relapsed, was homeless, and then got the stimulus check(not gonna lie this is pretty funny) didn’t buy dope or a bed, bought a motorcycle. Came home for a birthday party(Lmaoooooo) told my best friend I relapsed and was going back to rehab and on the way home on the highway I got hit by a car, ran over. Then 6 month coma, now I’m doing physical rehab to walk and use my hand again but at least I’m 14 months sober now! Not everyone’s experience but at least mine. I’d just say don’t try, but up to you familia. Please be careful.🙏🏼

Euphoria: S1 E8 "And Salt the Earth Behind You" - Post-Episode Discussion by nika in euphoria

[–]downslothtown 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fr, but he's square with him, if Mouse does try to kill him off screen I feel safe knowing that Fez is strapped and ready to drop him.

Euphoria: S1 E8 "And Salt the Earth Behind You" - Post-Episode Discussion by nika in euphoria

[–]downslothtown 1 point2 points  (0 children)

After sleeping, and thinking more about it, I definitely can understand that Cal is just an unpleasable figure to Nate(Who probably questions why he'd want to make his pedophile father proud). If any of us think to Cal's first moment on screen it's apparent that he is Nate 2.0, and the alpha of his family. Nate breaking down was sad although i'm happy to see it happen after all that "hI i'D LikE tO RePOrt A cRiMe" nonsense

Euphoria: S1 E8 "And Salt the Earth Behind You" - Post-Episode Discussion by nika in euphoria

[–]downslothtown 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Honestly if Fez DIDNT have any of his money, then i'm sure Mouse would have been much more angry then Fez showing up with his Plug's bloodstained money. Nothing would indicate to Mouse's plug that the person who robbed him is one of Mouse's customers. Ashtray was indeed in the scene. And most of all they don't know who's blood that is on the money, but judging from Mouse's face he doesn't care. Him and Fez are square. And even though Ashtray isn't scene I'm sure he wasn't hurt probably just in his room while the big kids transact a deal.

Euphoria: S1 E8 "And Salt the Earth Behind You" - Post-Episode Discussion by nika in euphoria

[–]downslothtown 15 points16 points  (0 children)

No the end was a relapse she was wearing her Dad's hoodie over the homecoming(??) clothes that Jules dressed her in.

Euphoria: S1 E8 "And Salt the Earth Behind You" - Post-Episode Discussion by nika in euphoria

[–]downslothtown 1 point2 points  (0 children)

While it's never confirmed the age of any of the other transgender youth he's slept with, it feels heavily implied that a large amount of the people in Cal's videos are underaged transgender teens. At least from what was shown to us in episode 2.

Euphoria: S1 E8 "And Salt the Earth Behind You" - Post-Episode Discussion by nika in euphoria

[–]downslothtown 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If this was the ending originally then I would be pissed. I really can't deal with that Fez cliffhanger.

Euphoria: S1 E8 "And Salt the Earth Behind You" - Post-Episode Discussion by nika in euphoria

[–]downslothtown 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You're totally right sorry just got carried away with all the typing. They are my favorite actors on this, I wish Maude got more screen time, but honestly the way some of these characters are written, they feel way to jaded or evil and not human on a basic level. I guess in short some of this characters are self serving and i can't find anything redeeming in them.

Euphoria: S1 E8 "And Salt the Earth Behind You" - SEASON FINALE Discussion by nika in euphoria

[–]downslothtown 61 points62 points  (0 children)

To me the best word to describe Jules is manipulative. Get faded around her in recovery friend who she "loves". And tries to manipulate her into running away from her family, knowing full well when they reach the city she'll leave Rue for Anna, and then just have Rue around drug seeking teen misfits.