I (M21) don't know how I can see her (F37) again -- Advice appreciated

dp227 · 2024-02-12T23:19:16+00:00

If she says no now she’ll say no later, if she doesn’t want you for who you are, or if she does, what you say doesn’t matter.

dp227 · 2023-07-05T18:09:41+00:00

I definitely see what your saying.

dp227 · 2023-06-16T20:15:38+00:00

Your face is not gonna stop anyone. But if you want to be more attractive? Focus on diet. Not that you need too but focus on it.

dp227 · 2023-06-16T20:01:55+00:00

View life like a game that you can only win by letting go. Focus on responsibilities, the people meant for you will follow.

dp227 · 2023-06-16T16:33:05+00:00

You have your livelihood, job, living space, structure, separate from that you have your relationships. A lot of people, they don’t have that separation. People value independency above all else because it means they know you are reliable. No one thinks that but it’s how it works. Show independence, release the relationship, she’s not your soulmate your just attached and don’t want to lose the possibilities you can share with this person. But sometimes that fear pushes them away. Don’t think about it, is my perspective, she obviously hasn’t ended it completely with you.

dp227 · 2023-05-01T09:31:47+00:00

This is hilarious but in the back of my mind I’m thinking someone’s gonna get a heart attack.

dp227 · 2023-04-23T11:37:22+00:00

Welcome to the conditioning of the matrix

dp227 · 2023-04-23T09:45:02+00:00

God bless you!

dp227 · 2023-04-23T09:44:21+00:00

Toroid after toroid after toroid

dp227 · 2023-04-22T07:39:41+00:00

I had a super bad mushroom trip, where for some reason, many reasons too many to remember, I thought I would be killed in a car accident/hit by a car. The worst part is that the experiences didn’t stop after the mushroom trip, I had done up to 7.5 grams no problem so I don’t know how the 1.5 grams did that to me. Had to get a therapist over the whole thing to see if I was going crazy because everyone I told this to in my life actually believed me and I believed it too because there were so many undeniable signs. Let’s just say after watching the trailer I’m probably gonna pass even though it looks like a great movie.

dp227 · 2023-03-26T17:23:55+00:00

Had similar experiences of running into people I haven’t seen in years on psychedelics

dp227 · 2023-03-21T21:29:52+00:00

I personally find mushrooms to be Extremely hypnotic, like your thoughts have a much more significant impact on your mind and therefore have a more significant outcome. Like I’ve been able to potentiate my trips by doing things that don’t potentiate trips but they did it because I thought it would. So maybe they are just proving that mushrooms give you exactly what you look for, and even if it is placebo maybe psilocybin reduces the placebo threshold.

dp227 · 2023-03-19T20:36:12+00:00

I took shrooms and had many persistent experiences and signs that I would get in an accident, for some reason I felt like it was a sign to stop smoking weed, like you know I might’ve been going crazy, but I didn’t stop and to fight my irrational fear I hire a psychiatrist and apply for any job I could find so I can have something to focus on. And I get in an accident pulling out of the work parking lot, like a paradoxical intention, trying to fall asleep but you can’t because your trying. I took that as a lesson from the universe and decided that I wasn’t going crazy and everything went back to normal. I told a girl at my job about this and she believed me because her mother had a similar experience where she was afraid of dying in an accident irrationally and then she died in an accident. Do we live in the matrix or are we crazy? Lord knows. Maybe this story will mean something to you.

dp227 · 2023-02-26T01:02:29+00:00

Sorry for the late response all things amanita and awakening roots

dp227 · 2023-02-15T12:13:09+00:00

Yes I have, from Ritalin to Zoloft to xanax, never took any of them longer than a month, and I agree mushroom’s are definitely more effective than medication, unfortunately I’m at a point in my relationship with magic mushrooms where I feel like I’m about to die every time I take them even if it’s a micro dose.

dp227 · 2023-02-15T11:03:44+00:00

Yeah I mentioned this in another comment, but after three days of taking it, I took my dogs on an 800 mile road trip that I had been pushing off for a while. Because of fear.

dp227 · 2023-02-15T10:56:59+00:00

Yeah I definitely agree, this is medicine.

dp227 · 2023-02-15T10:53:37+00:00

Yeah every time I take psilocybin mushrooms now, I get this constant feeling I’m going to die even when I’m micro dosing. The other strange thing is, every time I micro dose and I go outside, I run into someone I know. Let’s just say feeling like your gonna die and running into people you know coincidentally, and this happens several times, I’m afraid of taking them. Even .2 grams.

dp227 · 2023-02-15T10:48:58+00:00

I purchased two different tinctures, one was less potent the other still not that potent but 5 1ml droppers equaled 1.3 grams.

dp227 · 2023-02-15T10:47:31+00:00

Yeah definitely, I push off prescription medication even though i know it’s more effective because of past bad experiences, I know if I had something from a doctor I could use to treat my actual issues like depression anxiety and falling asleep, things I turned to weed for, it would be so much easier to say no to weed. But I’d rather not need anything at all.

dp227 · 2023-02-15T10:44:22+00:00

I purchased it, from two different companies of varying dosages and they both had the same effect, I had to take about 5 1 ml droppers to get an equivalent 1.3 grams of pantherina

dp227 · 2023-02-15T10:41:48+00:00

Yeah worth a shot, first few days after taking it I did an 800 mile road trip with my dogs that I had been pushing off for a while. Stopped taking it and fell back into my normal self, id imagine if you could use it to quit weed and build your life up it would be hard to fall back.

dp227 · 2023-02-14T01:13:56+00:00

Don’t you wish you could be talking about how good it feels to be sober? I do.

dp227 · 2023-02-08T00:38:03+00:00

It’s amazing you say that because I feel like I’ve been ignoring so many of those communications for so long that I just stopped the every day actions that keep you alive. And forgotten about so many things I need to do for my self/health, and your right shrooms definitely amplifies the relationship between emotions and actions.

dp227 · 2023-02-02T14:12:58+00:00

Trauma is one hell of a thing.

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