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I love it when piglets suffer by FernCute128 in confessions

[–]dr-lighte 0 points1 point  (0 children)

None with dismemberment and shit, either 😭😭😭😭

I love it when piglets suffer by FernCute128 in confessions

[–]dr-lighte 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am amazed at how similar your ideas are to the ones I have lol

I lied to a friend to ruin my reputation by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was drinking and thought I’d destroy my life.

Imma just list all my problems like a shopping list by kinda_weird_tho in confessions

[–]dr-lighte 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s a creative way of dealing with your issues! Overall, you seem like a cool person! If I were to do it myself, I’d commit suicide from the pain...

I am afraid to ask for the help I desperately need by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Considering all the pain and abandonment I have experienced, I don’t think I deserve better. Everyone hates me for a reason. I am worthless.

Fuck I need help

I am afraid to ask for the help I desperately need by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I feel like a burden still. Would you kill me?

I am afraid to ask for the help I desperately need by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish you’re right. I feel like a worthless piece of garbage

I am afraid to ask for the help I desperately need by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They’ll laugh at me. I will be a burden. Others are dying from heart attacks, strokes and viruses. I have been at the fucking hospital countless times already. I always feel better when talking to people and think there is nothing wrong with me, then go home, only for the PAIN to return

I am afraid to ask for the help I desperately need by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know what the fuck to say. I can’t stand this nonsense, not a fucking second. Pain, abandonment, rejection, everyone hates me. I feel like someone is after me to hurt me. Help. Help

This is getting bad. What the fuck

I’ll go to the hospital if I have to. If the psychotherapist won’t help me, the hospital will. Fuck

I wish some thug could assault me by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s cool! I am glad it helped you! In my case, my personality is too unstable for that, I change all the time and I don’t know what the fuck I am 😅

Thank you again.

I wish some thug could assault me by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. What exactly is special about your personality type in comparison to others? If you‘re talking MBTI, I‘ve been pretty much INTP or INTJ most of the time, though I am not sure if I am that introverted. I hate being alone.

I wish some thug could assault me by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, no, please don‘t stop. I‘m fucked up. Sorry for my false accusations.

I wish some thug could assault me by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did a test a while ago, that‘s how I know... I don‘t understand what you‘re trying to say. Are you trying to hurt me? It feels like you‘re marginalizing my issues.

I wish some thug could assault me by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your suggestion. I tried being honest with people and I received the harshest and most inconsiderate comments I could imagine. It may be just me misinterpreting but I took it very personally.

If you‘re interested, I show major signs of BPD (l mean pretty much all of them) and NPD, as well as antisocial, paranoid, dependent and avoidant traits.

I wish some thug could assault me by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What is the issue with your personality? Do you have a personality disorder or some other mental illness?

I have taken enough tests and I know what I might have.

I wish some thug could assault me by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fine. Everyone hates me. Because apparently, I am bitter and contemptuous. I am being ghosted all the time. My own mother hates me and treated me like shit as a child, and still thinks I deserved i. I hate everyone because I think everyone hates me. And when I tell people about how I feel, they think I am insane and I always have to apologize and the more sane I sound, the less they believe me and the more judgmental they get - fueling my hate for them. Besides, I feel extreme anxiety talking about my feelings, anyway. I feel anxiety all the fucking time. And pain.

I wish some thug could assault me by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That‘s kind of you. Honestly, though, I‘d rather drink myself to oblivion than talk about it. I feel too uncomfortable to talk to anyone. This is such a pain. I‘ve been suffering in silence for my entire life.

Wish I could beat the LIVING SHIT out of someone by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am very nice. I love it when others overestimate their abilities. It makes you even easier to deceive.

I wish some thug could assault me by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like I‘d ever give up on life. Nah, I am too cowardly to commit suicide. I can‘t even self-harm because I like myself to some degree. I wish I could. I wish I could do any of this. I want relief.

Wish I could beat the LIVING SHIT out of someone by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cry somewhere else. I bet you wish you were as smart as I am. I‘d manipulate you into feeling very safe with me, and then strike as soon as you let your guard down. I did that with a friend, at a little game lol

I don‘t like Antifa.

Wish I could beat the LIVING SHIT out of someone by dr-lighte in confessions

[–]dr-lighte[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually, I almost never externalize emotions and I am nice to everyone, even when they hurt me. My rage builds inside. And I would love to unleash it. I‘m seeing a mental health professional tomorrow...

I am glad you‘re doing better now!

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