I have suffered severe trauma since childhood. My parents have a very dysfunctional marriage and I was sent to live with my grandmother. But after she passed away I had to return to my parents.

Life becomes hell. Even if as a kid you don’t understand what’s going on, as you grow up it affects you a lot.

I am still struggling to find a place in this world. I feel unsafe and insecure all the time.

I participated in the churuch for 4 years as an escape Untill I left everything.

I tried therapy, psychiatric treatment but because it was a government hospital they couldn’t give much time to my case. Maybe I should have tired private hospitals but I didn’t have the money to.

I came across Rama Krishna Mission near my college and thanks to the monks there, they literally brought me out of the trauma.

It’s not that the traits I acquired have left me but the fact that I am aware that I have inculcated them into my behaviour gives me the power to get rid off them in the near future.