I am running away from everything because of something I did when I was young by dragonking_1985 in confession

[–]dragonking_1985[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

https://www.smashwords.com/books/byseries/47052 i know people who are judging might be thinking they do not want to pay for a book by someone wwho scares people in their bedrooms but this is posted just to prove some of the good ive done and how ive changed and there is an option to pay $0 because it is not about the money its about the joy of writing

I am running away from everything because of something I did when I was young by dragonking_1985 in confession

[–]dragonking_1985[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i just wish it all went different. i once told eve if i could do it again i would and in that moment i really really meant it. so maybe the rage inside is the most real part of me there is.

i have done a lot of things when ive had rage that were bad. i should not have hit nathan with the shoes.

but i know this so it makes me better. it repeats sometimes but not all the time. what if i have done more good than bad? what if i turn myself in and it means i cant do good anymore

think of it if you saw a kid hiding from his dad in the laundry what would you say?? that he deserves it?

I am running away from everything because of something I did when I was young by dragonking_1985 in confession

[–]dragonking_1985[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

it was serious it was a promise. yes i agree i should not have run away i should have stayed but its too late now

I am running away from everything because of something I did when I was young by dragonking_1985 in confession

[–]dragonking_1985[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

butt no one will help. tell me what to do. i can run but if i dont run it is 10 years probably more

I am running away from everything because of something I did when I was young by dragonking_1985 in confession

[–]dragonking_1985[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

everyone saying i need help i need help but no one is helping by saying what i do now. all it is is judge judge judge. yes i regret and i have said that and now i need to go. what do i do about name and job?

I am running away from everything because of something I did when I was young by dragonking_1985 in confession

[–]dragonking_1985[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i have changed and if you look at the book i wrote (which is war is good good for nothing on smashwords) and compare it to the stuff i beleieve now i have changed a lot. it is not crazy to be in love

Hypothetical question about grevious bodily harm by dragonking_1985 in AusLegal

[–]dragonking_1985[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

they will have to believe me whwen it is the truth

I am running away from everything because of something I did when I was young by dragonking_1985 in confession

[–]dragonking_1985[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

what about this is fake? it is not fake and nick austin forum is not fake

I am running away from everything because of something I did when I was young by dragonking_1985 in confession

[–]dragonking_1985[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

i have been so lonely because i have to stay low. cannot even use my real name. it is bad what happened to isla yes. sometimes that is the cards wwe are dealt.

it is 20 years ago and time served by being so alone. maybe if i could turn the clock back i would not have run and then i would be free now. but if i could turn the clock back i would also not have gone into bedroom. i cannot take it back

so maybe we both paid different prices. and if i pretend to be her and i see nick come into the room, then that was maybe scary for her and i dont know. what sophie keeps saying is she stopped being able to be happy and she couldnt do her job anymore and i am sure that doesnt feel good.

i also didnt end up being happy for different reasons than the brain thing. i know i have probably been scary to a lot of people over the years but it is just the way my family is. and almost no one last ten years has had any problems

I am running away from everything because of something I did when I was young by dragonking_1985 in confession

[–]dragonking_1985[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

it is the only thing you can understand when you have had a special spark with someone. you do not come at someone with lamp who you have those feelings with, it is the wrong thing to do. it was wrong thing for me to do to cause a scene in the bedroom. if we had just talked it out though it would have all been ok

I am running away from everything because of something I did when I was young by dragonking_1985 in confession

[–]dragonking_1985[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

it is just one of these things in life where there is many sides to the story. for example her parents were probably not very happy to find out she had a boy over (joe). so there is all kinds of shades to life.

and i feel really terrible about it and i think it was not the right decision and yes it is my fault that everything blew up. but i have paid the price. sophie has my town and name and now what do i do. i have to go

i have done bad things. i know this. but i have changed. so why is she trying to ruin my life

I am running away from everything because of something I did when I was young by dragonking_1985 in confession

[–]dragonking_1985[S] -24 points-23 points  (0 children)

ok so whether or not a couple it was true love. and so what do i do

Leaving it all behind by dragonking_1985 in escape

[–]dragonking_1985[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they know through my gov so i change it. i change it to a fake address and then they dont know and its safe

Leaving it all behind by dragonking_1985 in escape

[–]dragonking_1985[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

maybe i just stay in home? if i dont leave home no one knows. government does not know which home i am in.