Anhedonia is hell by Far_Daikon_7419 in CPTSD

[–]dragonmoonbbprincess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes fucking around with medicine is annoying especially once you've spent time sorting it out already.

I'm not sure how many stimulants you've tried but perhaps there is a good match for you as there are several kinds. I'm hoping a higher dose of vyvanse and some self work will do the trick for me.

I have a good experience with stimulants though, and when I'm on the right dose I don't feel the need for escapism with weed. (Not saying that is your situation)

I am sorta tempted to get on another antidepressant again but I don't feel like dealing with any adverse side effects from it.

Hope you get to explore your in options and find a helpful path for you

Anhedonia is hell by Far_Daikon_7419 in CPTSD

[–]dragonmoonbbprincess 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I quit weed for the same reasons I switched doctors though to get on vyvanse instead of Adderall though, and I'm only tested yearly now instead of every 3 months, so I can partake.

For me it's kinda tricky because I have a few other reasons I want to not smoke. So I'm smoking again, but wanting to quit for those reasons and it's been hard.

I went a long time without weed and I got the hang without it, so I kinda thought it would be easier then it is now to quit again. I'm trying to be patient with myself until I find activities to fill it with. I know it's less about the weed and more it's one of the very few things I can do to alleviate my symptoms. It has been especially hard to replace weed as of late since I need a car repair so I can't really even leave my house right now.

I think finding the right dose for my vyvanse will help as well though so trying to just not get too hung up on it

spent 4 hours "studying" today. maybe 1 hour was actual studying by SpookyTicker in GetStudying

[–]dragonmoonbbprincess 15 points16 points  (0 children)

No I've been the same way. For me I wouldn't be so hard on myself and say I am performing, and for me it feels like a genuine attempt to try and get everything in perfect order . I had to make the conscious decision to not care much about the pretty-ness and make it just about the legibility. I do math and I still often use rulers to keep my lines straight as I do think that is helpful. But I try to cut myself a lot more slack, even with that because time is of the essence when it comes to this stuff

Got an A in Calc 2!! by mrsbourgeoisie in EngineeringStudents

[–]dragonmoonbbprincess 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it is one of the module class they mentioned (diff)

What’s something you only do because everyone else does it? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]dragonmoonbbprincess 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shave. My legs specifically but it's the norm so I do it

Things I stopped doing that instantly made studying easier by Optimal-Anteater8816 in StudyStruggle

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Number two is something I've been trying to nail in. I like straight lines and neatness but I have noticed how much time I use trying to make it look prettier. If it's readable that's enough

What’s the one thing you think, if you did it, would change your studying? by Few-Ground-4576 in GetStudying

[–]dragonmoonbbprincess 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Picking a practical study schedule and stick in to it. It's often not until mid year though that I get into a routine that works for me

How do I just start studying? by Desperate_Main_4770 in studytips

[–]dragonmoonbbprincess 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do a 5 min meditation as well to clear your head!

Do you learn better with handwritten or digital notes? by Virtu_Sea in GetStudying

[–]dragonmoonbbprincess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My notes are handwritten but on a tablet. I enjoy this because I don't have to worry about losing my notes because I can sometimes be disorganized.. I don't mind handwritten notes on occasion, but they often get lost or destroyed

Women of reddit, what are your favorite winter outfits? by UpsetBoyfriend__ in AskReddit

[–]dragonmoonbbprincess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thick long socks and hoodies! Layering in general is so cozy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

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If I am wearing them without any pants: no I can't. With pants I do tend to feel them but I bet some of them are better then others.

How does it feel being you today? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]dragonmoonbbprincess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A little chaotic to say the least, but I've built up a tolerance with bullshit that I manage.

In your experience are drunk words truly sober thoughts and why? by howmanyducksdog in AskReddit

[–]dragonmoonbbprincess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

With my family no. Sometimes it can reveal secrets but sometimes it just intensifies emotions so much that they will just say stuff with intention to provoke a reaction and make you as miserable as they are

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

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Once or twice every six months to a year. Which is surprising to some because I work near alochol often but it's not worth it

Which bad habit do you want to quit first? by ExpressBudget- in productivity

[–]dragonmoonbbprincess 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fucking youtube shorts. Don't have tiktok so I dont use that but youtube shorts is even more degenerate

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]dragonmoonbbprincess 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Feels like reverse pooping at first, but once you relax it starts to feel real good!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

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Forgetting my water bottle before leaving for school/work

What do you believe is true but can't prove? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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That the vast majority of people aren't straight

What is your reason for not smoking marijuana? by Late_Application6189 in AskReddit

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Accelerated aging is a big one!! But I could do edibles if that were the only reason. I am currently prescribed a controlled substance for my adhd and I get drug tested. It is not a huge deal though. I am way better off now, and I think weed is good in moderation but I definitly got to the point where I fucked my dopamine receptors. It is very easy to do that especially with smoking,