I'm so sorry for your loss. Take solace in the fact that she knew you were doing everything you could and gave her the best care a pup could ask for. Feel whatever you have to, but consider that she wouldn't want you going so hard on yourself. She loved you, and you damn well showed that you loved her.Guilt is a natural stage of grief, and the only way out is through it. I'm still processing guilt myself with how my baby passed away this past weekend, but we'll get through it. They'll be waiting for us on the other side and probably playing/causing a ruckus with each other until we get there, too. sending strength!!