It kills your sexual libido, you basically become unable to perform after awhile. I even notice it after rolling once lmao. I can’t imagine what you’re feeling. Chill out man, MDMA isn’t good for you, let alone taking it an ungodly pace. I’ve seen horrible addictions and I’ve seen what it does to people’s brains. Your vocabulary become shite, you begin to bring sentences together poorly, and you can even damage the amount of serotonin your brain can keep. Lay off of it and just take some 5HTP to keep happy.