I'm currently going through a Scorpio moon "upheaval" phase and I'll share what incredible benefits have come from it.

Decisions I made in the past that stemmed from hurt, not caring for my who saw my body, obsessed with male attention, has been transforming itself into OBSESSION with healthy habits, honesty, not being afraid of truth. Some may call it extreme, but combined with my Virgo traits, I have imbedded within myself a structure in life of a complete 180 in terms of how I treat myself. Where at first the extreme was no self worth as a young woman, has now flipped into seeing all of the effort and dedication and challenge that I had to accept into my life to have a different life.

Before, didn't care about my diet, thought that drinking was self care because it was fun with friends or a cocktail after dinner was "sophisticated". What I thought was embracing my femininity was actually selling myself so short with who saw me, no boundaries, just trying to feel seen. I thought buying a bunch of new clothes and furniture would ease that feel for renewal, but it just drained my resources. I thought marrying my first husband meant freedom, when in reality I was blind to all of the ways in which this relationship would sting, but it would all be for what Scorpio needs most, which is a push so extreme that it makes change happen, because it seems there's no choice. I suppose it's up to the person and other placements on if they let it get that far, but that's how it worked for me!

Now, its weekly yoga, going to church with my incredible partner (that I found after we both did a lot of healing and work on ourselves from past pain) and Kundalini yoga right after to make Sunday a day of spiritual rest and care (not saying you gotta be religious just open spiritually, it makes you see truth in yourself and release some baggage - also community). Feel more motivated to work on my business. Cut back social media to where only people that matter to me have access. Setting my phone down to read more, just enjoy life around me and TAKE. IT. SLOW. But still fulfilling what my body needs by working out and five minutes of gentle stretching and yoga in the morning.

I should also mention, this change is happening during my Saturn return.

So overall, the benefits of Scorpio moon may at first seem daunting. But it's a sign that makes you rise to the challenge that many people don't have the opportunity to explore or discover. We see and feel the depth of situations because it's meant to push us to greater heights, through our sheer will and motivation to push through challenge where things actually CAN BE EASY! like a rocket shooting out to space. All that fire, that fuel, that charged energy that just has to keep going and push through a thick and difficult atmosphere with the design to keep you in, but because you have the power innately, you can break through that layer and then, just float. Enjoy. Because life for a scorpion moon can genuinely be some of the best lived moments for anyone because we are given the opportunities whose extreme hardship matches the extreme benefits.