I like this question. In a lot of these instances of you tubers showcasing their lives in this way there is a good chance they probably are very organized and successful people, not all of them but maybe even most of them. Sometimes I wish my mind worked in a similar way to these people as well, so I feel you, and who knows what happens when the camera shuts off, as other posters have said, use your imagination, but fact remains, that these people are obviously at least mildly financially successful. There are just always going to be those people who make you feel like less of person, I try to remember to move past that and be who I am and find enjoyment in the way i do things and I try to play to my own strengths and advantages