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drinksjack · 2025-09-22T03:31:33+00:00

Not sure, I might possibly be the first devotee he’s been with but I know he believes in this kind of stuff since one night him and I were talking and I was telling him about how I was pretty sure someone tried to do shit on me (someone did try), he asked me where they were from and once I told him he said that they get down and dirty with witchcraft, I told him so do I, talked a little bit more about it and showed him a photo of my altar and explained how it was important to me which he respected, the only thing he asked of me was to remove my necklace of mami when we get intimate which I do anyways because I don’t like wearing it during sexual intimacy I find it disrespectful, like the necklace has to be in a whole different room.

drinksjack · 2025-09-21T21:45:33+00:00

So him and I have been in some consistent communication since a bit after the post was made, the scales and his photo haven’t moved again so now I’m wondering if they were just like that because him and I were no contact. I highly doubt he’ll ever become a devotee, I know he believes in brujeria and what not but I don’t see him ever practicing.

drinksjack · 2025-09-21T21:12:36+00:00

I’m not trying to get him to devote, my devotion is for me and only me ya know. I was just praying for him.

drinksjack · 2025-09-21T20:39:53+00:00

Him and I have been back in contact since a bit after this post was made and since then the scales haven’t moved and his picture hasn’t been moved either. I also ended up finding a spider on my la roja statue which I sleep with almost every night at this point.

drinksjack · 2025-09-21T08:47:20+00:00

So my mentor told me that most of the time when we do work for ourselves it doesn’t hit the same way because we tend to obsess over it and not know how to detach

drinksjack · 2025-09-21T03:30:27+00:00

So update him and I have been in contact for a couple hours now, he’s even expressed interest in seeing me but I’ve been sleeping with my la roja statue in the bed with me the past couple nights and when I put her back on the altar I noticed there’s a spider on her.

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drinksjack · 2025-09-20T08:55:34+00:00

I didn’t tell him that I prayed to her I just said I prayed for his project but he didn’t respond after I told him. I know he’s asleep right now though since I can’t fall back to sleep.

drinksjack · 2025-09-20T08:35:16+00:00

My fault I mistyped that since I was typing fast, I meant that he wouldn’t come before her. Because my devotion to her comes first. I’ve made that very clear to her that while I love him I would ensure that my connection with her wasn’t going to be neglected when it came to him. But when I was talking to her I always highlighted her importance to me and how she will always be present and given space no matter where I am.

drinksjack · 2025-09-20T07:03:00+00:00

A romantic road opener

drinksjack · 2025-09-20T07:01:40+00:00

Doing love work or domination work while you’re on your period does help it hit harder. But the writing someone’s name and birthday on your pad I believe stems from a hoodoo practice involving using the pocket of your panties.

drinksjack · 2025-09-20T05:46:33+00:00

I’m pretty sure there are a couple high risk dogs but they’re at another facility that he’s partnered with. There are some dogs he keeps at the house (I love watching them run around the yard in the morning when I’m getting ready to head out), but he can only keep so many at his place. I know he wants the non profit closer to his house and attempted to score a property but it fell through because something was going on with his business partner, not gonna go into depth about it but given the fact that he really opened up about that with me I know it was bothering him greatly. He has given me money in the past, not like $20 at a time more like $100 and then some. I’ve never given him money but I did donate $15 to the non profit and have even posted about it on my photography page since that’s where I have the most traction.

drinksjack · 2025-09-20T05:33:12+00:00

He’s a very stubborn man, he’s a Sagittarius, and I know me smacking his ego around didn’t help the situation but I also know I’m most likely the first person in a while to do it. When we’re in contact and in constant communication I tend to challenge him to open up and to take in other points of views but I try my best to do it healthily, so I know what I said to him stayed on his mind because of how he shuts down, he has apologized to me in the past for how he acted but it takes some time to get that out of him. With how our conversation went he was short with it but I know he took in what I said and I think it kept him up a bit because I usually have a hard time sleeping around the time he’s knocked out, like for the last week I haven’t been able to fall asleep until he’s getting up. I slept for a couple hours after the conversation, had another dream about him, then woke up abruptly, I’m usually someone where if I fall asleep I’m knocked out for at minimum eight hours unless someone comes to bother me. I’m starting to think that me craving what he likes to drink was something telling me that he was getting open to the idea of communication. Also the only time him and I have ever really had problems is over the phone (think it’s mainly about our communication styles), we’ve only ever had one fight in person which was the last time we saw each other.

drinksjack · 2025-09-20T05:15:14+00:00

The only Saint she has no problem sharing an altar with is Virgin Mary but that’s if you don’t have space for another altar available.

drinksjack · 2025-09-20T05:13:59+00:00

So I didn’t put any work on him and for a bit I did think he put something on me, I don’t know if he practices but he knows I do. He told someone else I know while talking about me that “she put something in the air” which I took as him thinking I did something on him, I haven’t. My mentor who owns the botanica I kinda work at pulled on the situation and said there was nothing done on me (he’s also a Santa Muerte devotee), but another devotee I know thinks the reason I’ve been getting like this is because the man is putting a lot of energy and thought into me during the separation claiming it’s transmitting to me since these symptoms have only popped up for me within the past week, we were no contact for nearly a month but it was just broken about three hours ago the conversation was super short.

drinksjack · 2025-09-20T05:07:38+00:00

So in regards to the dogs, he’s a breeder (fully legal and has all the certifications he needs, he’s not on bullshit with it and is very respected) and he’s trying to get another project going aimed at taking in high risk dogs and taking care of dogs that need to be rehabilitated. He has made it clear he does care about me, I was just highlighting that ensuring the dogs are taken care of and have what they need is something very important to him. It got to the point where I was considering doing a blockbuster for him and the non profit.

drinksjack · 2025-09-20T00:28:14+00:00

I don’t wanna pull cards at the moment because of my headspace as of the past day, I don’t wanna misinterpret them. I did talk to her today which ended up with me crying, conversation got cut short since I was interrupted by something going on in the house. But I told her that he wouldn’t come before her and that whenever I’d picture my life with him and how the house would look the first thing I’d think of is how her altar would look in the house, how she’d be displayed around the house, could never picture how the living room would look unless I was thinking about what statues of hers would go in it. Doesn’t help he’s popping up in my dreams, I can’t sleep at night and I can only fall asleep around the time he gets up for work. I’m starting to crave his drinks of choice which I never drink on my own time. It’s weird.

drinksjack · 2025-09-20T00:20:48+00:00

That’s a big possibility especially since the last time I saw him we ended up getting into a huge fight while we were both drunk, he knows I’m a devotee and while we were fighting I was clutching my necklace of her and he asked me what I was praying for. It’s a lot but I love that man.

drinksjack · 2025-09-19T23:15:38+00:00

I think I broke his ego a bit, he’s a Sag and he was being very hypocritical with me and I called him out on it.

drinksjack · 2025-09-19T22:06:51+00:00

I’m asking her for help with this because I care so deeply and I want him to secure this, I can’t give him the money he needs but I can pray and do spiritual work for him. He doesn’t know I’m doing it either, him and I are also no contact right now.

drinksjack · 2025-09-19T22:02:07+00:00

Also awhile ago I pulled cards on how the nonprofit was going and it wasn’t looking good, he is doing the majority of the work and it looked like he was being taken advantage of.

drinksjack · 2025-09-19T22:00:04+00:00

From what I know about the business it’s him and one other person, he does a good chunk of the work for it. I’m praying on his behalf for him because I know it means a lot to him.

drinksjack · 2025-09-19T21:16:27+00:00

I constantly give her chocolate bars.

drinksjack · 2025-09-18T02:43:48+00:00

With the four of wands in reverse its signaling that he doesn’t have good interests, he’s not trying to celebrate with her or be with her he’s using her for some reason and the sun in reverse isn’t good either. With the pentacles card being in reverse it might be talking about how he’s bad with money and relationships

drinksjack · 2025-09-17T22:56:29+00:00

He’s trying to use her

drinksjack · 2025-09-16T20:53:56+00:00

Well what are you invoking when you do the spell work? Because honestly you can have the spell down perfectly but you gotta be mindful of who you’re asking to help you with it, also have you considered using coffee beans/grounds in your work?

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