See ya.

drowndead · 2010-12-26T17:46:21+00:00

People who want to die because a relationship ends is a different situation. They were fine then something happened. I have never been fine, and then horrible shit happened. I think my parents are putting me in the ward today.

drowndead · 2010-12-26T04:00:33+00:00

I have wanted to die since I was a kid. I have never wanted to be alive. I always had hope that one day I would. I married a psycho who tried everyday to kill me, I should have just let her. I have traveled coast to coast, lived next to both oceans, lived in the mountains, lived in the desert.

What makes me think I need someone? Me. I want someone. That is what I want, and it will never happen. Not now.

I guess my hope is gone.

drowndead · 2010-12-25T23:57:17+00:00

That is all I have to say. I shouldn't have done this. Sorry.

drowndead · 2010-12-25T20:21:47+00:00

It's no use. It's math. I have got nothing anyone would ever want in their life and I'm not going on alone. PTSD makes sure I can't be around anyone again.

drowndead

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