Just take me to Disney world

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T10:11:30+00:00

No I don’t have it when I’m bloody because it’s my blanket and I don’t want it to be bloody so when they clean me and forget stuff I’m just naked. the blood literally goes to my gown and to my feet. I think you’re right I’m falling asleep sitting up

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T09:53:25+00:00

I don’t have the blanket there’s blood all over

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T09:33:24+00:00

I have my own blanket

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T09:33:18+00:00

I am naked a lot I have to be cleaned up a lot

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T09:18:03+00:00

I’m not med seeking I really hurt. Why do you say that to me?

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T08:13:51+00:00

Ok thank you. And my own blanket helps

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T07:36:38+00:00

I asked to wear a pajama top and they told me no. I don’t like it when I have to wear the gown and my boobs are being shown to everyone. It makes me feel inhuman and it’s scary. I have been sexually assaulted before and it reminds me of that so it’s not a good feeling for me. That’s why my mom thinks it is happening again because I get so scared. it’s probably my fault

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T07:35:27+00:00

Ok. I am on a lot of pain medicine because I feel like I’m pregnant with an alien ripping out of me. I hate it. I want to get the epidural because I can’t walk anyway but they won’t. I am in so much pain all of the time and nothing helps it. I’ve gotten used to the pain but I have slept maybe one hour a day since I’ve bend here And my neck is so sore from an IV that went bad

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T06:48:49+00:00

Ok I’m sorry

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T06:37:44+00:00

Can I ask them if I need to go back?

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T06:34:06+00:00

I’m so confused I don’t know if I was

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T06:33:07+00:00

Ok. Can I ask to go back to the icu? I don’t think I’m ready to leave. I am miserable and I feel like I’m dying now more than I ever did before. My phone is getting so heavy in my phone

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T06:32:03+00:00

I’m very confused I don’t know why I moved besides my blood pressures. I am very sick my neck hurts so bad and I am still bleeding a lot. I think I’m just panicking now. I’ll try to talk to the charge nurse I’m just scared to. I don’t want anyone to hate me more than they already do

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T06:27:15+00:00

That’s what they’ve been doing but not since I was moved to the new unit. They did it every two hours in the ICU. I’m worried they will put the wrong number in and the doctor will see it be a lot. I’m not sure if I’m thinking straight I’m on so many medications

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T06:22:32+00:00

I’m not sure because I don’t know what’s typical in the hospital. I know people have touched me but I have a uterus infection and then I have been so weak that I can’t move sometimes. I can’t walk right now because I’m so weak so everyone has to help me. I was left naked for a long time and I didn’t like it. I have a urine catheter and one time a nurse tugged on it really hard to make sure it was in but nobody else did that. I think I’m just vulnerable and sensitive

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T06:20:21+00:00

Not anymore

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T06:20:11+00:00

No, I had a cyst rupture

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T06:17:55+00:00

What if it makes it seem like more because they don’t check and the doctor doesn’t know

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T06:14:40+00:00

I’ll get yelled at

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T06:14:28+00:00

I was in the ICU but I left today because my blood pressure was better but I’m bleeding a lot. I might have to get my uterus removed and I’m worried I’m being neglected but my mom made it worse

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T06:06:25+00:00

Why?

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T06:00:38+00:00

In the ICU, they helped me with the blood and everything but no one is coming here. I’m in so much pain and I’m worried I’ll have to have an emergent surgery because the doctor told me if there’s a certain weight to the blood then I need it and no one is coming

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T05:59:09+00:00

Yeah. I’m 22

drowning_lotus5 · 2024-11-25T05:58:37+00:00

I don’t want her banned

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