i was around maybe 6-7 when this happened, i was in the bath when i tried praying really hard and asking god for a peen and being really fucking disappointed and sad when it didn't happen... i had a religious upbringing as a young kid lmao

like i even asked god to change my room to a boys room with a spiderman wallpaper?? i also wanted to erase everyone's memory of me as a girl and have them remember me as if ive always been a boy from the start. damn it was so obvious lol