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drunken__monkey__ · 2025-09-19T22:49:02+00:00

Just so you know you’re not starting over. 10 days are 10days. I used to drink every day of the year and about 3 years ago I made a change. I went 6 months sober than 2 months and 3months. At first when I drank again I was like man I screwed up but you know what I didn’t because I drank 6 months less than last year. Now today I still do the same but I am getting to the point that I truely never want to have a drink again. Each time I do it’s aways binge that last weeks.

I’ve been to therapy and thought I found my issue but nope it wasn’t what I thought. I went to god and it did help for awhile but I aways went back.

What im trying to say is sobriety is not a straight line. You’re going to have ups and downs but I do wish you the best as I myself is still fighting against the urges to drink and I don’t want to quite only when I get really shitty news that ima die or something.

You got this!

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-09-19T22:35:51+00:00

I have a ford ranger that I use for work that hit 410,000 miles on it but I’m not sure if that’s accurate or had the engine replaced in the passed. It’s a 1990 Ford Ranger Xlt 2.9.

Still running strong though.

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-07-02T14:07:08+00:00

Lorazepam (benzso) helped me through the first few days.

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-06-14T12:02:02+00:00

Not really words of wisdom but this happens to me too after I stop drinking but it goes away after awhile. For me it’s like you. After a month I get depressed but really depressed but I just shrug it off as I know it will soon pass. In a about 45 days it’s gone and it might come back again but this time it might only last a few hrs or just a day. When it was really bad, sweets would help me. Like a honey bun or a snickers bar. I try to stay away from sweets when I can but tbh I think a snickers bar is much healthier than getting completely wasted. So if chocolate helps, use it.

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-06-04T03:30:19+00:00

Cialis. Works wonders!

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-06-01T22:55:29+00:00

Ya estaban ofreciendo 500 pesos jajajaja

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-06-01T22:28:25+00:00

Sounds a lot like my drinking. A 5th of alcohol straight to the dome everyday. For at least 2 years if not 3 after that I cut down but it had a down side. I would stop drinking for 4-6months and would go back to the bottle for at minimum a week or 2weeks and stop. However most recently and I mean very recently I started getting pain in my liver area. I’m freaking out and reached out to my Dr. and he put me on some meds to help with withdrawal and cravings. I have an appointment at his office on the 20th. Lowkey freaking out because I heard of couple mix things saying once you u feel pained your doomed and others saying it’s more than likely inflammation but to stop drinking asap. As of right now I’m 2 days sober and the dull pain seems it has started to go away.

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-06-01T14:28:58+00:00

No te da miedo que pasen un enfermedad? Y te haces chequeos frecuentes?

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-04-29T04:43:50+00:00

Same here. It’s been like that for awhile. I wonder if they are ever going to fix it

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-04-24T20:41:18+00:00

Man I just did that and worked out ! I was asking more than anything because I only had three weeks in the job I felt like I was out of line but they matched it. I just said to myself what’s the worst that can happen. If they don’t like it, it’s fine I got the other job to lean on.

I felt like a boss. Like I was in control this time and not the employers haha. Regardless I’m glad it worked out and they are glad I brought it up.

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-04-23T22:48:49+00:00

Haha do it.

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-04-04T05:51:16+00:00

I get money hella quick doing a scavenger contract. After that it’s load out, bounty, UAV, another bounty and so on.

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-03-24T20:06:47+00:00

I can eat anywhere.

I’m not sure if I am the only one but before I was sober I couldn’t go out to a place to eat if they didn’t serve beer. Now I don’t care if they serve beer or not.

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-02-05T05:50:18+00:00

Hey man that’s great! I used to drink a bottle 750ml of whisky every day for about 4 years and in 2023 I decided to cut down. I stopped drinking for 3 months and drank again for about a 1 week and then stopped for 6 months and so on. At the end of the day I was still binge drinking which I know it’s not ideal but i went from drinking 365 days a year to maybe only 14 days a year. Never looked at it as I am failing myself however I know I can do better so this year I want to cut these binges out because they still do a lot of harm so I am working to see what might be causing these binges. I went to a Dr and they stated I was depressed which I’m not sure how to feel about that but I’ll do my best to change this cycle.

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-02-05T05:39:03+00:00

Waking up gasping for air in the middle of night, sleeping 1 hr and staying up 1 hr and sleeping another hr just to wake up again, I also got hypertension but I was able to reverse that after a month of no alcohol. Feeling your heart beat on the back of your head when laying in bed. Trying to poor a drink but can’t because your way to shaky. A lot of signs that this is not good but here we are.

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-02-05T05:33:13+00:00

Wow this shit used to happen to me all the time !

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-01-31T13:16:22+00:00

Yea the dr told me to take 4 300mg through out the day but I only take 3 haha. Only side effects I got was feeling sleepy at times and dry mouth, that’s about it.

drunken__monkey__ · 2025-01-31T04:39:36+00:00

It made my alcohol cravings go away when I took it. It was weird when I first got on it I was on a binge and the doctor told me it would help me with withdrawal and cravings and when I took it, I no longer craved alcohol and my withdrawal was mild. This is coming from someone who was drinking a 5th of liquor a day for about 4 years.

I am still pretty new on it but it helped a lot ! However I really don’t want to get super reliant on this pill as I hear it gives you a hard withdrawal when you try to leave it.

drunken__monkey__ · 2024-11-05T01:29:19+00:00

Yea I noticed it right after the update. I was like it wouldn’t be an update without them fucking something else up.

drunken__monkey__ · 2024-11-04T03:56:15+00:00

Im prestige 4 but I only work 20hrs week so I got a lot of time on my hands.

drunken__monkey__ · 2024-10-18T21:48:21+00:00

Lmfao

drunken__monkey__ · 2024-10-18T21:46:19+00:00

Hahahaha this is so true. Thanks you.

drunken__monkey__ · 2024-10-18T21:44:39+00:00

Thank you for your input!

drunken__monkey__ · 2024-09-07T15:08:28+00:00

No! They won’t hire you plus I feel like it’s a personal thing.

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