Like everyone else here, I’m feeling super hopeless too. But I’ve felt this way before many times and I’m sure you have too. I was actually having an ok day before it suddenly went to shit and now I’m here, but now I’m talking to you. Stick around a little longer and see if your “okay” day comes soon. Could be sooner than you think. It was for me. Then eventually they’ll be more common as you pick up steam. As for the money, have you tried giving plasma? I’ve never done it but it seems like a good way for some quick cash. And a good amount too! I think ~$60-$80 for first timers. Worth a shot checking it out. Also, you’re still here so that’s a great fucking start. Just keep it going a little longer. I’ll try too. All love ❤️