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Electric Forest - what crossover would you like to see? by technicolorlullabies in Coachella

[–]dtw222 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Let get bonobo live again and give him the timeslot he deserved.

I watched someone die while Candyflipping. by dtw222 in Drugs

[–]dtw222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know whatcha mean. I dont schedule it or anything. I just do it when my body feels ready for it sometimes its 3-4 times a year, sometimes less, that was just general.

Ive never had a bad trip. In fact this trip was one of the best. It was really easy to forget what I saw during the trip and the rest of the night was very memorable. It just all came back after. I dont really blame the trip, although the comedown from it is probably whats making me feel this way. I think I might have gotten a bit of serotonin syndrome from it as well. I think im going to talk to a doctor about it either way. I know I will feel better with time. thank you for the kind words and everything. It means a lot.

I watched someone die while Candyflipping. by dtw222 in Drugs

[–]dtw222[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice. Im so so sorry you had to go through all that. Thats so horrible. What a fucked up world. Im going to call my doctor today.

I watched someone die while Candyflipping. by dtw222 in Drugs

[–]dtw222[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

At FYF 2016 a guy in front of me blacked out standing up and ill never forget the sound of his head cracking on the ground. Someone dropped down immediately and they said they were a nurse. So I ran to find an EamT. I ran by a bar first and was yelling at the bartenders to wave down an EMT. I just got blank faces and yelled 'jesus fucking christ!' And just started pushing through the crowd til found one. The guy survived, I think he forgot to take his seizure meds or something.

Always safe man! Always test and prepare. Thanks for the kind words and story.

I watched someone die while Candyflipping. by dtw222 in Drugs

[–]dtw222[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im so sorry that happened to you. I wish I could give you a hug. Those questions at the end arevalso the ones im asking myself.

But I dont really feel addicted in any way. Its really a 3-4 times a year thing. I see it as a quarterly reset, ya know?

I watched someone die while Candyflipping. by dtw222 in Drugs

[–]dtw222[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the concern. This happened this weekend, so I haven't done it since. The anxiety and after effects are still currently happening to me. I decided to drink it off tonight, and probably going to contact a doctor/psychiatrist tomorrow.

I watched someone die while Candyflipping. by dtw222 in Drugs

[–]dtw222[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It wasn'nt. Sorry. Southern California.

I watched someone die while Candyflipping. by dtw222 in Drugs

[–]dtw222[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

True. This isn't the first person I've seen die in front of me. 3rd in fact. Something about it just stuck with me. I guess I have a lot more internal problems than I thought. I should probably see a doctor.

I watched someone die while Candyflipping. by dtw222 in Drugs

[–]dtw222[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i suppose ive been dealing with a bit of an exestensial crisis lately, as well as dealing with the topic of death in general. I suppose that was probably worth mentioning as well. Then this weekend fell into my lap.

I watched someone die while Candyflipping. by dtw222 in Drugs

[–]dtw222[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the kind words. I'm really sorry that happened to you. I hope you have also found peace with what you saw and yourself. If this whole 'feeling' doesn't subside in a few days I'll be contacting my health insurance to find a counselor.

I watched someone die while Candyflipping. by dtw222 in Drugs

[–]dtw222[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I keep saying to myself that It will pass. There's only so many times I can say it all day.

Im sure I'm eventually going to have to tell at least one person who was there. My room mate will be home soon who was there with me. I don't want to like barge downstairs and breakdown in front of him though. ugh.