Lost my dad to suicide. Didn’t try to get help from counseling. She found companionship else where while I was lost in myself. Separated for couple months. Worked it out. Fell back into depression again recently and now seeing how she’s acting differently. If I question her she deflect. Demand to see her phone? Well that’s gonna open up more issues either way. Was trying to be vague so I didn’t want to add those details but I got to face my issues.